Okie Angel ~Supernatural X OFC Fanfic

Part 25 ~ No Light

  Chris's POV

He quickly pulls away and says, "I can't," 

"Why?" He walks away from me and I say, "Why can't you Dean?" he turns back to me and says, "Every time I look at you all I can see is you and Sam together." 

My heart clenches and I nod as I say, "Fine then I'll make it easy on you." He is about to say something when I teleport myself somewhere, anywhere else. When I open my eyes I am standing alone at an intersection in the middle of nowhere. The tears start to pour as I kick at the ground. "Oh god I hate you Dean!" I scream out into the night. I hear something behind me and right as I turn around I see headlights and the sound of tires squealing as they try to stop. The last thing I thought about as the car hits me was my sons, as the lights grew dark I say, "Michael take care of Gabe. I love you..."

Sam's POV


"Michael wake up!" Sam says as he shakes the screaming boy. Then he looks over at Bobby who is holding a crying Gabe and says, "Do they usually do this." Bobby shakes his head as he says, "All the hell these boys have been through they've never once had a nightmare." 

"Something must be wrong, try and call Chris." Sam says as he continues to try and wake Michael. As Bobby leaves the room with Gabe, Michael sits straight up his eyes grey instead of their normal green. "Bobby!" Sam yells as the boy turns and looks at him. "Where's Gabe?" The boy asks not taking his eyes off of Sam.

"He's in the other room with Bobby, are you okay?" Michael ignores Sam and standing walks into the other room where Bobby is holding a hysterical Gabe. "Mikey, what's wrong boy?" Bobby says as Sam rounds the corner to see tears falling from Michael's eyes. "Mommy's gone." He says as he falls to the floor. Sam rushes over to his side and wraps his arms around the small boy. "What's he talkin bout?" Bobby says as he picks up the phone and tries calling Chris. Her phone keeps going to voicemail so Bobby turns and shakes his head at Sam. "Try Dean maybe their together." Sam lifts Michael up into his arms the young boy clinging to him for dear life. "Give me the phone Bobby, I'll do it."


Sam takes the phone from Bobby and dials in Dean's number. "Ya," Sam hears Dean answer and says, "Dean is Chris near you?" 

"Why do you want to know?" Dean says and Sam senses the anger in his voice. 

"Look Dean, I know you still might be pissed but something's wrong with the boys; now is Chris around?" There was a moment of silence and then Dean says, "No, we had another argument and she disappeared. Why what's wrong with the boy's?" 

"I'll let you know when you get here." The other end went dead and Sam looks at Bobby and says, "They had a fight and she disappeared." Bobby rolls his eyes and says, "Dam that boy, if something happened to her you know Cass is gonna go all psycho on our asses." Sam nods as he holds Michael tight. "Mikey, where's momma?" Gabe says as he looks over at Michael crying in Sam's arms. "Momma's gone; she went to heaven to live with grandpa." Sam's heart drops as he looks at his nephew. "I'm sure you're mom's fine boy." Bobby says as he looks back and forth between his grandsons.

"No, she came to me in my dream and told me to take care of Gabe and she loved us." Bobby stares at Mikey and then says, "If that idiot brother of yours ever gets here I'm gonna kill him." Sam looks over at Bobby and says, "We don't know if she's really gone Bobby." Bobby shakes his head as he walks into the kitchen. 

A few minutes late Dean pulls up in the drive. As he walks through the door Bobby walks into the living room leaving Sam and Dean alone. "So you hear anything?" Dean asks as he closes the front door behind him. "No, but I think you should hear this." He motions Dean into the kitchen. When they are alone Sam says, "Michael says that Chris came to him in his dream and said goodbye," Sam watches as Dean's jaw clenches.

"What does that mean she just ran and left her kids behind?" Sam looks down at his hands and says, "That's the thing Dean, she would never leave these boys behind." 

"So what are you saying Sam?" 

"Michael say's she's dead." Sam looks back up to see his brother staring at him wide eyed. 

"That's not true!" Dean says as he turns and heads toward the door. "Where are you going?" Sam says as he follows after him. "I'm gonna find her!" 

"I'm afraid that won't be possible." They turn to see Cass standing in the living room with Bobby; Michael and Gabe wrapped around each of his legs. "What do you mean Cass?" Dean says his anger becoming apparent in his voice. "I mean Chris is gone. Her light has disappeared from my sight." Dean puts his hands on his head and Sam looks at him trying to decipher what he is about to do.

"I will take the boys with me." Cass says and Dean whirls on him, "Oh no, they are my sons. I will not lose the last piece of Chris I have left. They stay," Cass tilts his head at Dean and says, "This is interesting," Dean's hands fall to his side as he says, "What is?" Cass leans down and says something to the boys and the walk over to Bobby. "I have a matter I must attend too." and with that he was gone. 

"Dammit Cass!" Dean yells out as he runs his hands through his hair. "Grandpa is that true?" Sam hears Michael ask Bobby. "Is what true boy?" Michael turns to Dean and says, "Is he really my dad?" Sam watches as Dean looks at the boy. . "Yes, that idgit is your dad."

Dean looks down at the boys and says, "Can I talk to you and your brother in the kitchen for a moment?" Michael looks at Bobby then grabs Gabe's hand and leads him into the kitchen. Dean follows closely behind them. When they are alone Dean kneels down in front of them and says, "I don't know what to say about me not being here,"

"It's okay mommy told us you didn't know about us." Gabe says as he looks at his father. 

"Still, that's no excuse to miss out on your lives. Boy's I'm not a very good person, I don't know how to raise you especially by myself; but I am willing to try if you are. If you want to go with Cass I won't try to stop you." Michael looks at Gabe and then back at Dean and says, "Mommy would've wanted us to stay with you; so we'll stay with daddy." Dean ruffles his son's blonde hair and says, "You know you guys look a lot like your mom." Gabe smiles as he says, "Momma always said we looked like you."

Dean smiles as he looks down at the floor. "Boy's this is definitely gonna be hard but I'll try my hardest to take care of you." When he finishes Gabe walks over and hugs him. Dean feels the warmth that he had once felt in Chris's hugs and smiles a tear falling from his eye as he hugs his son. Michael soon joins in wrapping his arms around his father and brother says, "Don't worry dad I'll help you take care of us." 

Sam watched the whole conversation from around the corner and smiles as he walks back into the living room where Bobby is staring at Chris's photo his face unreadable. "Are you okay Bobby?" The old hunter looks at Sam and says, "I just lost my daughter, how would you feel?"

"I'm sorry Bobby." Sam says as he hugs the man that raised him.

That night Dean and the boys slept in Chris's bed, each holding tight to the other. Bobby didn't sleep at all as he sits in his recliner and drinks his jack as he stares at Chris's photo. Sam had called Berjhawn and told her, she was now at the cabin sitting on the floor next to Bobby tears streaming from her eyes. 

"What do we do now?" Sam asks Douglas as he covers Joelle with blankets as she sleeps on the couch. "We try to move on. I know it's gonna be hard but we're one tough group of hunters." Sam nods and then adds, "I just wish we knew for sure that she was gone. I can't help but feel like there is something fishy about all this." 

"You too huh?" Douglas says as the two of them walk into the kitchen. "I'll make some inquiries around hell and see if they know anything and I'll get back to you." Sam nods and Douglas disappears.

As Sam walks back into the living room he makes a silent prayer to god, "Please find a way to bring her back, cause I now she's still alive. Please if you've ever cared about us please help us." Little did Sam know, God already had a plan of his own working into play.