Going to a school for idols when you're a normal person is hard, but surviving the year with the members of BTS as your classmates takes a whole other set of survival skills. Can your survive this year?
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I spent the rest of lunch praying that time would fly before I could make any mistakes or make myself look stupid. I missed my quiet little table in Mr. Lee's office. The cafeteria was quiet too, but for a completely different reason than being alone. it made that fact all the more uncomfortable knowing that I was in a room full of people and could hear a pin drop if someone were to drop one. jin gave me a small smile. it was as if he could feel the anxiety radiating off of me. I started pushing my food around my plate again. I didn't even notice that yoongi had gotten up from the table until i felt a pair of headphones cover my ears. my head was suddenly filled with mellow piano music. it definitely had a classical feel to it and I felt the tension melt from my shoulders. I looked up into yoongi's eyes, slightly shocked at the gesture. I could have sworn I saw him smirk before he sat back down. with the headphones on I didn't have to fight the silence and I felt better. i looked up around the table at the group of guys who had decided to keep me company. yoongi had gone back to eating silently. taehyung on the other had was chatting away non-stop even though he knew i couldn't hear a word he was saying. I went to glance a Jin but when I did, our eyes met. how long had he been looking at me? was there something on my face? our eye contact didn't last very long as he gave me another sad smile and looked back down at his plate. most of his school lunch was still there. he began to push it around his plate as if he was uninterested. when was Jin ever not interested in food?! something must be wrong. I glanced at his bandages hands. "do they hurt" I wondered to myself. what girl was taehyung talking about? whoever she was, she was pretty lucky jin cared so much for her. i managed to take a few bites of food before lunch ended. I took the headphones off and tried to return them to yoongi but he wouldn't let me. "keep them." he mumbled. "but they're yours and you have them bluetoothed to your phone." I began to protest. suddenly yoongi cupped my face in his hands and leaned in closer. "you're more than welcome to listen to my music anytime. plus sometimes fake noise is better than obvious silence" he said quoting a line from one of the mystery lyrics I had been receiving anonymously in my locker. my jaw dropped. "you?!" I gasped trying to contain my shock. he smirked at me before giving me a wink and leaving the group to go to class. my heart began to flutter. I looked around at the rest of the group who had sat down with me and noticed jin had disappeared. V bobbed into my line of sight. "so is that A yes?" still shocked at yoongi's confession I just nodded. I hadn't heard a word he said. "great! pick you up at 5!" he explained bouncing off to class and leaving me on my own for the first time today. "wait! what?! " I called out after him but it was too late. I glanced up at the last member standing at our table. it was jungkook. he was staring at me. it seemed like he wanted to say something but I panicked and grabbed my things, heading to my locker. I didn't even notice him follow me. I quickly opened my locker and reached in to grab my books for the next class. as I grabbed one book I felt something sharp prick my finger. I dropped the book and sucked on my wound. jungkook grabbed my hand, yanking my finger from my mouth and inspected the small cut that was now visible on my finger with concern. "does it hurt?" he asked timidly before looking me in the eye. what was going on?! Mr Lee takes one day off and all of a sudden my life is being flipped upside down. I took my finger back. "its fine" i mumbled before stooping down to inspect my book. I shook it gently to find a small sliver of something shiny fall out. it was.....glass? I thought back to jin's hands and words from earlier. "no way" I mumbled to myself. it wasn't wasn't possible was it?! I slumped on to the ground still in shock as I felt the world sway underneath my feet. I felt a pair of arms support me and knew they were jungkook's. "are you ok?" he asked putting a hand to my forehead. I didn't mean to, but I flinched from his touch. he let out a deep sigh and sat down in front of me. "I'm sorry." he mumbled. "huh?" I mumbled. I was still reeling from the shock of my day and now jungkook was being nice and apologizing?? "I said..." he began again "I'm sorry.... for everything. I understand if you can't forgive me. I've been a complete jerk." I stared at him as he continued with his apology, but i could no longer make sense of his words. he looked truly sincere, but could sincerity wipe away a full month of hell he had put me through. I had to know, "why?" I whispered my thoughts. he stopped his speech looking up at me. "why?" he asked turning my question into a question of his own. "why did you hate me so much? what did I do for you to turn this school into a personal hell for me?" I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I glanced up at him and saw the shock and horror on his face. hesitantly he reached out towards me and wiped my eyes gently with his thumbs. he bit his bottom lip before finally speaking. "I don't hate you. I never have. I.....well....I'm in love with you." my eyes widened and my tears stopped. in love with me?! was this a joke? i searched his eyes for any deception only to find none. he was being serious! "I know it might be hard for you to believe me now but i promise from this point on I am going to do everything I can to make you believe me. maybe then you might feel the same way." he added the last part shyly. before I could even respond I felt a familiar hand grab my arm and lift me up. "we're late for class" he said as he dragged me off leaving jungkook still sitting there. this wasn't like him. the cheerfulness in his voice wasn't there. I placed my hand on his where he was still gripping my arm, it was too tight.
