A Skool Luv Affair(A BTS Screenshot Results Fanfic)

Crystal Clear

*Jin*

I sat in my room awake all night, hoping to hear her come back down the stairs, but she never came. Since my room was right next to the stairs leading to the balcony, there was no way I would have missed her. I had to talk to her. I had to explain myself. I just couldn't stand the thought of losing her. Our kiss replayed over and over in my head. I could almost feel her in my arms again. Before I knew it my alarm was going off. I hadn't slept at all. She was still up there with him. I know she sprained her ankle and that he was supposed to be taking care of her, but it was absolutely unbearable. I got up and headed to the door just to be stopped by Taehyung standing outside my door. He shook his head at me. "Hyuna I know you want to go up there, but I don't think ambushing her is going to help either of us. She'll figure it out." I know he was trying to help in his own way, but it annoyed me. My situation was completely different. He had no idea what happened at her apartment, the connection I felt, and how I completely blew it. I bit my lip to hold back everything I wanted to say. I looked at him and he smiled mischievously. "Hyung, why don't you make her breakfast?" "breakfast huh?" cooking did always make me feel better. Plus maybe it might make her stop, just for a minute, and listen to me. We still had a while before dance practice so I agreed. The 2 hours before dance practice felt like the longest 2 hours of my life. Every time someone came into the kitchen I would look up, hopeful, only to have my hope crushed. I kept cooking and cooking until it was time to leave. "What's with all the food?" yoongi asked as he took a few bites from a dish, but I was too distracted to even answer. "I'll go wake up Jungkook. He's going to be late!" I volunteered. I was quickly shut down by the other members. "Just let him sleep this once. He's already gotten the choreo down." They just didn't understand. In the end I gave up and went along with it, but not before leaving a note where I knew she would find it. All during practice she was on my mind though. I had fallen so much deeper than just a few months ago and our kiss only sealed it. Luckily I'm already a terrible dancer so no one payed attention to my slip ups while I thought. when we finally finished up and got back to the dorm I immediately went to the cupboard. my note was still there. I shuffled my way to my room. I was about to open the door when she stepped out of my room. I was so happy to see her. "Did you come so we could talk?!" "Talk?" she asked. She looked so confused, but I didn't care. I wanted to kiss her again. I took her hand only to have Jungkook come out of my room and take her other hand. I tried not to react, but I could feel my face drop.

*present*

I felt Jin's hold on my hand lessen while Jungkook's only tightened. I glanced at Jungkook. His face looked stone cold. I didn't want to let go of Jin's hand, but at the same time seeing Jungkook so upset kind of bothered me for some reason. I gave his hand a little squeeze. He looked at me and his face softened. "I could eat the soup you made without the spoon." he repeated. "No, no I'll get one." but my ankle had had enough as it gave way with unimaginable pain. it was Jin who caught me and lifted me up bridal style. "Why is she making you soup?! You're supposed to be taking care of her!" he scolded Jungkook. "I was taking care of her!" he snapped back as he attempted to take me in his arms but, Jin held firm. "Some job you've done! Her ankle is 3 times it's size right now! What have you been doing?!" "I.... " Jungkook started, but stopped as soon as he saw my ankle. I could tell he felt horrible. "I'm sorry." he said as he hung his head in defeat. I reached my arm out and placed it on his shoulder. "it's ok Kookie, it's not your fault. Some ice and it'll be as good as new." I tried to reassure him even though I was in so much pain. He looked at me and smiled. "Kookie?" he asked. I mentally smacked myself. I had never called him that out loud, now I had given him a pet name as if he were mine to keep, but it was enough to make him smile so I didn't take it back. Jin sighed. "move" he told Jungkook who was still in the doorway. "and if you're done messing around you need to go review choreo that you missed this morning" he finished walking in and reclaiming his room with me still in his arms. He laid me down on the bottom bunk before shutting the door in Jungkook's face. "Jin! He..." I started in Jungkook's defense, but Jin only cut me off. "Let's take a look at your ankle" he said sitting down on beside me. He began poking and squeezing different areas of my ankle. Finally he squeezed one area that left me crying out in pain. "Does it hurt that much!?" he asked. "Nope." I tried to lie. I didn't want him to yell at Jungkook anymore, but my face said differently. He shook his head. "It's most likely fractured. I should have never left you up there." He ran his hands through his blonde hair. He was really blaming himself for this! "I didn't know you were really a doctor!" I joked trying to make the situation a bit better. Even if he didn't like me like I liked him, he had been looking out for me all school year and I didn't like seeing him upset. He looked at me slightly confused for a second before it hit him. "What can I say? I am pretty dope." he chuckled. "That's more like it. I haven't seen that smile in a while." he laughed. "What are you talking about? I smiled yesterday when I..." he trailed off and his smile vanished. I tried to swallow, but my throat went dry. I knew exactly what he was going to say. He was talking about kissing me. He stood up and propped my ankle before going to get ice. I closed my eyes. I didn't want to think. I didn't want to know why Jungkook made my heart flutter or why I just couldn't seem to let Jin go. I didn't open my eyes when Jin came back in with an icepack, not even when he called out to me to ask if I was awake. He gently placed the ice pack on my ankle then sat on the bed beside me again. I felt him take my hand and play with my fingers. "It's funny, I've been trying to talk to you about this all day yesterday and now the only time I can get you to stop running and you're asleep, but I'll say it anyway. I didn't mean what I said. It's not that I can't like you. In fact, I'm pretty sure I love you! I just don't feel like I have the right to like you. I can't make you smile like taehyung, I am not a musical genius like yoongi. I couldn't even confess to you with sincerity like our little Jungkook." with this he chuckled bitterly before continuing. "and that's another problem. After everything he put you through I don't think he deserves you, but I still feel like the mother of this group and I've never seen Jungkook like a girl the way he likes you, so I feel guilty. Aren't parents supposed to help their children succeed?!" there was a hitch in his voice. He sounded desperate. I felt the bed shift slightly with more weight. I peaked an eye open to see he had laid down beside me, still clinging to my hand. his head was facing me but his eyes were closed as a few tears managed to escape and roll down his cheeks. My heart broke. Without even thinking my free hand reached out and wiped the tears away. His eyes flashed open. He reached out and did the same. I hadn't even realized I was crying too. I leaned in and kissed him and he kissed me back. It was far from a hot and heavy kiss. It was more like a hungry or desperate kiss, but my heart felt better. I knew I was going to have to choose and that things were going to get a lot harder, but for now I didn't want to think. I closed my eyes as he held me tight and fell asleep.