A Skool Luv Affair(A BTS Screenshot Results Fanfic)

Rejection

I took a moment to lean against my door and try to get my brain to function properly. Jin, my secret bias, the guy who has possibly been protecting me this whole time, was in my living room and has just seen me at my worst!!! "just kill me now" I groaned to myself before forcing my body to move. I told him I only needed 5 minutes! I had to work miracles and do it fast. luckily I had washed my face already before putting on the face pack. I quickly tore it off my face and tried to rub the solution in with one hand while brushing my teeth with the other. racing to my closet I grabbed my favorite pair of skinny jeans and a comfy sweater. it was a bit big, but it was comfy! I let my hair loose and attempted to tame it with my fingers. as I took a quick look in the mirror I sighed hopelessly. "this is as much of a miracle as you're going to get in 5 minutes" I muttered to myself as I braced myself to face Jin again. when I came out I noticed he had been looking at a picture of my mom and I. he quickly shoved it back on to the shelf, as if he had been caught doing something wrong, before turning to face me. I really didn't mind though. that was actually one of my better pictures that I had out. he looked at me, but said nothing as he quickly closed the gap between us. my heart was pounding.

*Jin*

I glanced at my phone, noting school had already ended. it was Taehyung. "we have a dinner guest tonight. I know you can't cook with your hands like that, but can you go pick her up?" I felt panic well up inside of me. He was going to cook?! There was another buzz. "Don't worry I ordered food." I breathed a sigh of relief, but now I was going to have to see her and my mind would begin to reel again. I made my way towards her apartment. I already knew where it was because I had followed her home once or twice. "I was not stalking her!" I told myself as I followed from a distance. I just wanted to make sure she made it home alright. my heart started to pound as I made my way to her door. I had barely knocked, when she flung the door wide open. she was wearing fuzzy pink pajama pants, a tank top, and a face pack. her hair was tossed into a messy bun and she wore a deer in headlights expression on her face as she slammed the door just to open it again a minute later. "I take it that you're not ready?" I asked trying not to laugh. she just looked so adorable. I couldn't help it. it seemed she had forgotten about dinner as she mumbled that she would go get her keys. "not that I mind, you look adorable, but are you to really going to come dressed like that?" i teased knowing she had forgotten what she was wearing. her face turned a deep shade of pink as she finally let me in. "give me 10...no 5 minutes" she said before retreating to her room and slamming the door. I looked around her apartment. she had the basics. a tv, a couch, dishes in the kitchen. it was really simple. I walked over to her bookshelf where it was stocked with row after row of books and pictures. I glanced at one of her and an older lady who looked like her. "it must be her mother" I mused as I took the picture down. The more I looked around more I noticed the apartment was only stocked for one person. did she live on her own? I felt my heart twist as I thought of how hard it must be for her, being by herself. my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening behind me. I quickly put down the picture and spun around. she had changed in to some skinny jeans, flats, and an oversized sweater. even her clothing was my ideal type. as I starred at her more I noticed she had removed the face pack, but there was still a bit of moisturizer on the side of her face. Only taking three long strides, I was standing directly in front of her. without thinking I cupped my hand to her face and rubbed my good thumb across her cheek. I looked into her eyes. the next thing I knew my lips were pressed to hers in a deep kiss.

*present*

I wanted to kiss him back. I actually think I did for a minute, but I was in so much shock I forgot how to do anything. was I even breathing?! it ended all too soon for me as he backed away. he seemed like he was shocked too. did he not mean to do that? i could tell he didn't know what to say. i, on the other hand, had a million questions running through my head. before I knew it I took his bandaged hand and inspected it again. "was this my fault?" I mumbled, refusing to look him in the eye. I was pretty sure it was and I felt terrible. "it's not your fault" he said causing me to look up into his eyes. "it's their fault for being so heartless, but it's never your fault" he finished with a smile. our moment was too quickly interrupted by the ringing of his phone. I mentally fangirled when I recognised the Mario theme song it played. he tried to ignore it but right after he did "tomorrow" started blaring from my phone. he smiled as I quickly picked it up to see who was calling. "it's Tae " I said as I watched the smile melt away into a bitter grimace. "you'd better get that" he mumbled sounding tired all of a sudden. I hesitated as I answered the phone. "hello?" I answered "hey! it's me!! is jin hyung there yet? Are you on your way?" he blurted all in one breath. "yea he's here. look I'm not so sure if it's a good idea that I come over..." I started, watching jin's face. he immediately looked up at me and shook his head. "never mind Tae. we are leaving the apartment now" I said reading jin's expression and cutting off Taehyung's pouting voice. "ok!! see you soon!" he said before hanging up. "are you sure I should go?" I asked jin searching his face for an answer. "I really feel like we should talk." "what's there to talk about? Tae likes you. Yoongi likes you. Even Jungkook likes you. they'll all be disappointed if you don't come." I felt my heart start to squeeze. "what about you?" I asked. I mean after all he did just kiss me! "do you like me?" "I can't like you..." I felt my heart shatter into pieces. I knew that someone as amazing as him liking an ordinary fan like me was a far fetched idea and that he is most likely looking out for his members right now instead of himself, but after kissing me I really thought dreams might actually be real. "oh." I mumbled. "ok" I knew the disappointment was clear on my face, but it was too hard to hide. I refused to cry. I hadn't cried in front of anyone since I entered that school and I wouldn't start now. "I didn't mean it like that" he said trying to undo the hurt he had caused but it was too late. I put on my best fake smile. "it's really ok! should we head out now? the others are waiting" but as our eyes met I could tell he wasn't fooled.