Kian Lawley's little sister

Chapter 11

Kian's POV
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"I'm mad because you fucking killed her, so get the fuck out of my room." I yelled... Wait, what did I just say? Oh shit. As I started making my way over to Jules to apologize, she ran out of my room crying. She's probably horrified of what I said... So am I. All the boys were crowded around my door.

"What the fuck just went down?" Jc asked. "Yeah, why would you tell your sister that and what happened anyway?" Connor asked. "It's a long story, but that can wait. I need to check on Jules." I said. "No dude, just give her time to cool down. Believe me I have sisters too." Jc said. "No you don't understand. I might not have time. Do you guys know even half of the crap that goes on in her life? No you don't. Her mom died and she was blamed and beat for it ever since. For all we know she could be cutting or suicidal or something. So fuck off." I yelled.

They all looked at me stunned... Not even a second after I said that we were all banging on her door. Jc ran and got the key to the door. Once her room was unlocked, we ran in to find an empty bedroom and a shut bathroom door. I ran to it and as I expected, it's locked. I've never been so scared in my life. We all were banging on her door until...

Julia's POV
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I put down my razor and threw it at my wall... I'm so pathetic. I heard them open my bedroom door. Soon enough to there was banging on the bathroom door too. I slowly made my way to it, unlocked it, and opened it. Right as I opened it Kian grabbed me and embraced me into the biggest hug. I began to cry out of embarrassment, regret, guilt, depression, all of the above and more. I don't deserve all of this... I deserve to be back at home with dad. I deserve all the beatings and the insults.

"I'm so sorry Jules. I didn't mean what I said, I was just annoyed. I shouldn't have flipped out at you like that. I love you so much." Kian said. I stayed berried in his arms as he waved off all the guys to leave the room. "I'm sorry." I said. "For what? If you're apologizing for making me upset, then that's not your fault... It's just a sensitive topic and you know I hate talking about it." He said. "No, that's not what I'm talking about... I mean yeah I'm sorry for bringing that up but I'm much more sorry for other things..." He gave me this confused look. "I'm sorry for all this drama I'm bringing. I know it's my fault that mom died and I will live with that guilt for the rest of my life, no matter what you say. I'm sorry for ruining your relationship with dad. He isn't a bad guy, he just hates me... And so do I. I'm sorry for... for..... for......" I could hardly catch my breath because I was crying so hard. "I'm sorry for making your life miserable." I finally got out. At this point we were both balling. "You know none of that is your fault. You could not have controlled mom's death. The only person at fault is the drunk driver who is in prison right now. Also, my relationship with dad will never be the same. That's just a fact, but don't ever feel guilty for that. He is the one who ruined our relationship. It was his choice to beat you, he didn't have to. Lastly, you didn't make my life miserable. Sure, you get on my nerves sometimes, but what siblings don't? If anything you made my life better. You taught me what love really is. Ever since you were a baby I knew it was my job to protect you and love you. I didn't know what love was until I had a baby sister. You made me into the man I am today. Having to care for you taught me responsibilities and life lessons that I'm happy to have learned. Don't ever think that I blame you for what happened to mom. You know I will always love you no matter what." He said. I was still crying and I couldn't get any words out. I just hugged him... Until I caught him staring at my wrist. That's when he gave me this look of sorrow, anger, confusion, and sympathy. This is a look that I will never be able to un-see.
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