Kian Lawley's little sister

Chapter 12

"What is that?" Kian asked, holding my wrists. I just gave him a look that said I was so sorry. "What the fuck is this?" He said as calmly and quietly as he could. "They-they're umm... cuts." I stuttered. Tears were rolling down his face. "Was it that bad? Was dad that cruel to you that this is what you felt you needed to do?" He asked. "Yeah... Kian please don't hate me for this. You know a lot of what I went through, but there is still so much that you don't know, that I'm just not ready to talk about." I said. "I don't hate you. How could I hate you? This isn't your fault. I can't believe I was so oblivious to all this." He cried. "How could you have known? You lived so far away." I said. "Why didn't you call me or text me that this was happening?" He asked. "Kian I never planned on you finding in the first place. Whenever you called, dad stood over me like a hawk to make sure I didn't say anything. He went through my phone every night to make sure I didn't text or dm anyone for help. There was no possible way of telling you, even if I wanted to." I explained. "I'm so sorry Jules. This is all my fault. I should have been there for you more, rather than abandoning you when I knew you weren't ok. I knew dad had a problem with you. I should have stayed. I could have stopped him." He cried. "No Kian it's not your fault. There is nothing you could have done to stop it. But it's alright... I'm here now and I know I'm safe with you." I comforted. "You are so strong. You know I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said, hugging him. "Let's go down stair and let the guys know everything's ok." He said pulling me off the ground. "No Kian. That was humiliating. They probably think I'm so over dramatic." I said looking at my feet. "They don't think that. If anything Trevor has caused more drama than what went down today." He laughed. "But if you don't feel comfortable yet, then you can stay up here. Before I go I just want you to give me all of your razors. I know you stopped yourself today, but better safe than sorry." He explained. I nodded, too ashamed to talk. I walked over to my garbage and pull one out. I got the rest from my canon it and then got one from under my bed. I handed them all to Kian, feeling a weight lifted off my shoulders. Kian walked out and I stayed in my room and put on High School Musical 3 because the third is the best one.
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Sorry it's been a while. I know this is a short chapter, but I'll try to pick it up soon!