Dear ____,

Dear A,

I know you will never read this, because cancer decided to take you away from me. But this is for you kitten. I remember when we first met, I thought you were perfect. When we got closer I started developing feelings for you, and then when we got together, you became the biggest part of my life. I remember when you were in the hospital waiting for results and I was trying to calm you down. Then you told me it was cancer, I froze. I was terrified. I knew if I showed it then you would probably freak out more so I hid my fear to make you feel better. I was your biggest supporter and I truly loved you, maybe not quite in that way but I loved you and I had feelings for you. Then you left me for Mitchell, which I mean let's face it, was just a fuckboy. When you figured that out you came running back to me, and silly me, I took you back. You weren't mine long enough though. Fucking cancer had to steal you from me, and now I put on a song that reminds me of you and scroll through old pictures of you and our texts. I miss you, goodbye kitten.