I stand there wide eyed and frozen where I am being held in place. The sounds of fists connecting on skin, cracking under his bloody fists. How can he be so cruel and heartless? Why doesn't he just leave me alone?
"STOP PLEASE JUST STOP!" I hear mys...
Dirty. Trapped. Ashamed. Abused. Molested. That is how Kane makes me feel and he could not care less about it. Why bother wanting to be with me if he is not going to treat me right? Has he ever been in a relationship that he has treated a female with respect and adoration? I highly doubt it.
Ethan was always loving, sweet and attentive. The thought of his friends or other guys mistreating their girlfriends would upset him. He is a man and though it has only been a day since I broke his heart, I miss him terribly.
After Kane molested me in the bathroom, he insisted that he help me. Like I needed his help putting soap on myself? His touch repulses me. Everything about him repulses me.
I had no choice but to put on his clothes because I did not have my own to wear. I guess I was grateful that he offered, well more commanded that I wear his clothes. I just do not understand how he can be nice one minute then turn to a complete a-hole the next. There is no doubt he is Bipolar.
Maybe if I figure him out, I can tolerate his behavior. I am not going to let him control and manipulate my life. He is no one to me, just someone who decided to become my warden and imprison me in his life of torment. I hate him so much!
He eyes me as I step out of the bathroom. I feel so small when he watches me this intently. Like if he is making sure that I do not run away or even stab him. The thought has crossed my mind.
"Come here princess." He demands, sitting on the edge of the bed shirtless. God his tattoos scare the hell out of me, especially the one on his back. I really think it is his portrait.
Slowly making my way to him I stand in front of him looking everywhere but him.
Placing his hands on each side of my waist he pulls me closer to him. It seems like he cannot go too long without being near me or touching me.
"You look so fucking sexy wearing my clothes. Do you know that?" Squeezing my waist lightly.
I say nothing, just wanting to lay down and go to sleep. It has been a long emotional day and my days are going to get worse because of Lucifer himself.
"I cannot wait until you stay with me permanently, then I can always see you with my shirts on or off." chuckling he lifts the shirt I am wearing up a bit revealing my stomach placing a kiss on it.
"Did you say that I am staying with you, permanently?" Asking him shocked. What the hell is he talking about?
"Of course, baby girl. You are mine and I want you to live here with me. This will be your home, but I guess I can wait until you graduate then move in." Shrugging like it has already been decided.
Pulling away from him I glare towards him. "There is no way in hell that I am going to stay here let alone move in after I graduate. I am planning on going away to college. You cannot plan my future just because you have some sick obsession with me Kane. I have a life, -- had a great life -- until you walked in on it. So, get it out of your insane twisted mind that I will ever agree to stay here in this hell hole with you... because it is not going to happen!"
After my temper tantrum, he stays silent both continuing our glaring contest. I could not care less if he is pissed. He can do whatever, however there is no way that I will let him control the rest of my life. I would rather die.
Standing up slowly he takes a step forward towards me. I stand my ground. If I back away, then he has control over me.
"I will not let you out of my sight Helena. Ever! So, if you are planning on going to college then it will be one near here where I know where you are and who you are with. I own you, do not forget that princess you are fucking mine! And if I have to lock your ass in the basement so you do not leave me then so be it. I have no problem keeping you away from other people, understand?" Gritting and actually surprised he did not put his hands on me like he had earlier and for the past week.
"I am a human being Kane. What part of that do you not understand. I am not your enemy, and I am not your prisoner. I am the girl you saved from two sick bastards that tried to rape me. You did not have to, but you did. So why do you feel like you need to mistreat me and control me when, when we know nothing about one another. We could have at least been friends knowing that I had a boyfriend. Not threaten his life so I can dump him and be with you. Do you not think it is unfair that you had to force me to be with you? I do not feel anything but hatred towards you, why can you not understand that? Threaten me all you want because it does not change the fact that you can never force me to want or to love you. Ever."
Kane needs to know how I feel though he knows. I need to make sure he understands that I can never want someone like him. A cold, sadistic, cruel murderer who bullies people to do what he wants them to do. I cannot be bullied by him.
He stays silent like if he is taking in what I said to him. I pray that he does because I need to find a way to his 'human' side. If he has one.
"Oh, Helena. You are so fucking cute thinking that you have a say when it comes to your life. But the reality of it all princess, is that you do not. You were mine from the second I saw you, like you are mine now and like you will always be – mine. Be glad that I made it in time, so those fuckers did not rape you. I saved you baby girl and I even killed them for you. Justice was served by me. So yes, you do owe me, and I chose to own you instead. Do you really think I give a shit that you hate me? Everyone fucking hates me and that is the way I like it. If they did not, then I am doing something wrong. I bring pain and I will kill if I have to, you already witnessed that a few days ago. There is no extent or limit to what I can do. I.GET.WHAT.I.WANT.WHEN.I.WANT.IT... and you princess are no exception."
Grabbing my chin tightly he cranes it so I can look up at him. "Hate me all you want Helena. It just makes it more fun for me to break you and once you do -- you will be forever thankful that I held back in not killing your whole entire family just so I can have you."
My eyes widen at his words while they begin to water. This sick bastard was going to kill my family? For what? All because he wants me? What the hell is so special about me? Why can he not just find some other girl who wants him?
His stoic face makes me feel cold all over. I hate him.
The corner of his mouth curls up. "Now that all is settled princess, be a good girl once we go downstairs. Do not talk to anyone unless I tell you it is okay, and I better not catch you looking at any of my crew members in the eye. I do not want them thinking that you are a slut and that you are interested in them. Remember that I do not like sharing."
Leaning down he kisses me on the lips then pulls away. Grabbing my hand, he intertwines our fingers together and opens the door to head downstairs. I cannot believe this is going to be my life from now on. There must be a way to win him over or escape his clutches, and I will find it. Even if it kills me.
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A/N: 03/15/2016
Hello my readers...I UPDATED!! I know, I'm on a role...my Birthday is Thursday so I wanted to update since I don't know if I would be able to update this week...hope you liked it!
Check out my other stories in my profile if you haven't yet...I do have to edit some so give them a chance if possible!
Kane is controlling and isn't afraid to tell Helena how things are going to be...Do you think that she will be able to figure him out? Will he just continue to try to "Break" her? Or will he "Break" himself?
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