I'm Only His...(Book 1)

A/N: Sorry Explanation...

Hey guys! How are  you? I know, I know. I haven't updated the story in a while...don't kill me! I have been trying to take a mental break from Kane and Helena...as most of you know, the story is based on some of my life experiences when I was dating my exes...

Kane is a combination of them and some scenes that are written are things they did...like threatening to get rid off my then boyfriend cause he wanted me back. Them being in gangs and had eyes on me where I went. Trying to control every aspect of my life, who I spoke too and where I went, even what I wore. One was worst than the other one and that's who Kane is portrayed. 

I have gotten messages from a lot of you asking me questions about the past and if it bothered me talking about...it doesn't cause the past is past and I am very happy with my life.

So here are a few questions I am often asked...

Q1: Are you female? A1: YES! I really don't know why that is a question!

Q2: How old are you?  A2: I'm in my thirties, (No, I'm not a teenager, though my husband says I look young enough) married and have 4 amazing kids! My husband is a wonderful God fearing man and we are very much alike...except for the writing stories part!

Q3: Does writing about the past bother you?  A3: Like I've said, not anymore though when I write about certain things it brings back the memory but it doesn't hurt or scare me anymore.

Q4: Why doesn't Helena just shut up and give into Kane?  A4: Because I didn't and Helena is a part of me though at times I had to shut up and give in so my ex wouldn't do anything to me...I was fifteen years old when it happened and it took years to get past the fact that I was abused and raped by someone I thought loved me.

Q5: Will Helena and Kane actually have a "normal" relationship?  A5: I don't know yet...Helena is trapped by Kane and she is a fighter...I don't like writing my female characters to be submissive so you'll have to wait and see what happens. I do have some ideas though...

Q6: Will Kane change?  A6: Kane will get worst...so heads up on that...hopefully he'll change for Helena's sake.

Q7: Will Ethan ever learn the truth and was he lying about cheating on Helena?  A7: You will have to wait and see in the next chapters...Ethan is very hurt and truly loves her....Ethan is based on my first love which I was dating when my other ex came along and threatened to make him "disappear" so we could get back together...I know, my life could have been an 'After School' or 'Lifetime' movie, it was THAT dramatic.

So, I hope some of your questions were answered and if they weren't you could ask.

I don't know when I will be updating next since I have things to do and I only Update when I have time. I am a busy mom, Spring Break is next week and Soccer season is starting...so I will be very busy.

...also my son's birthday Party is tonight and I have to get ready for it!

....So, sorry...I know you guys want me to update as much as possible and I think I have been pretty good on updating every few days but I can't right now...plus, I need to update mu other ones also and my brain needed a change.

Again, I want to say thank you and I love you guys lots for your nice, sweet and amazing compliments and support on this story and my other ones. I didn't realize how writing about my past will make an impact...

Have a great weekend and I will update SOON...I PROMISE!!

P.S: If you guys don't know, I did, crazy as I am cause that's just how my brain works, I started a new story starring non other than Stephen James in "The Alpha King's Enchanted Mate". He will have Kane's personality, actually worst because he is a Werewolf! Hope you guys can check it out and let me know what you think!