Nightmares

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"Um what the fuck is this?" She said in an annoying high pitch voice pointing at our hands that are still intertwined together. I look at her then Theo who's still staring at me. I move my hand away wishing I didn't and stood up with the help of Bailey. Theo finally snaps out if it and jumps to his feet. I look at Bailey who's trying to stifle a laugh through a bitch face. "Umm uh nothing babe I was just helping Iz out" he says stuttering grabbing her hand and kissing her. He mouthed sorry and Bailey and I both scuffed and looked at each other then back at the "happy" couple. "Why do you always have to be so nice to the less fortunate?" She pouted and picked at his face. He didn't say anything. Which made my heart fall to my stomach and I felt like I was being suffocated. Bailey noticed and held onto me. I couldn't breath. "Shhhhh" she cooed. "It's ok". I don't want to do this. I don't plan on when I do this. That's why I stopped taking them. They come more often and make things worse, mostly when my heart rate goes up, so they happen. It sucks. Theo ran to my side and hugged me. I felt safe in his embrace. I could feel eyes on me and it made it worse. Everything was moving in slow motion and last I remember was Theo and Bailey dragging me into the bathroom and someone screaming. And this time it wasn't me. The door slams shut but it sounds like it's coming from a distance. Everything seems like it's getting further away and everything goes dark.