Nightmares

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                              I hate yet love when they do this for me. As much as I push them away they keep coming back. I know their tired of this. I know I am. But their always there for me and i don't know what I would do without them. Honestly don't think I would have a reason to get out of bed if it wasn't  for them. Bailey comes behind me and starts rubbing my back. I crawl to the lockers behind us and lean against them. Theo's still holding my hand which makes my heart pound in my chest but in a good way. Bailey opens my backpack and hands me 2 pills and my Brisk bottle. I take them both and my breathing becomes rapid. I grip to both their hands, then a minute later it stops. I look to Baileys eyes to see relief that I finally decided to take them and she pats my knee and stands up. I look to Theo's eyes and see so many emotions but nothing in his face. Not knowing what to do or say, I just give him a reassuring smile saying I'm ok and take a deep breath. I look down at our hands and notice they were still interlocked with each other. I smile a happy smile at the thought of us. I look up to him and see him already looking at me, smiling. This time with lust and happiness in his eyes. We stay like that until we hear a noise I wish we didn't.