Nightmares

~ 8 ~

•Baileys POV•
We've been here for what seems like forever. And someone has yet to come talk to us. I hope she's ok. She HAS to be ok! On the way here I was numb, and ran on auto pilot. Theo keeps trying to talk to me but I can't speak. I'm scared that if I do, I'll break. "Bailey!" someone yelled. I almost jump out of my seat when I see who yelled my name. He was jogging towards me and my attempt to get up and run into his arms fail when I fall. Smooth B smooth. Once he reached me he chuckled a little and pulled me into a tight hug. I took a deep small of his sweat shirt and smelled his cologne. Damn he smells good! We pull apart and he kisses the top of my head and I almost loose it. He presses his cold thumbs on my cheeks and whips away some stray tears. He gives me a sad smile and I try to give one back but I instead I break down. He picks me up off the floor and onto his lap, pulling me into another hug. I hear Theo dragging his feet back and forth and the he stops. I can feel his presence standing I front of us. Taylor (my boyfriend 3 years strong!) removes his arms that's on top of my side and does their bro handshake thing. He puts it back to my side and starts talking. "You alright?" He asks him. His voice vibrates as I'm leaning against his chest. "I will be when I know she is" I hear Theo mumble. "How about you babe, you ok?" He asks rubbing my leg. My heart stops for a moment when all of the previous events flood back to my mind. When I zone back I'm deeper into Taylor's chest and he's rocking me back and forth. "Come on babe breath". As much as I wanted to I couldn't. Everything was getting worse when all we did was try to make things ok. My heart was beating in my stomach and I was under water. He continues to rub my back trying to get me to breath. I scratch my arm vigorously wanting too but I knew it wouldn't fix anything. Taylor noticed and grabbed my arm stopping me from itching. Tears started to fall like a waterfall. After a few moments of him saying how much he loves and needs me and how proud he is of me, I finally calm down and see the doctor walking towards us. I jump off his lap and sprint towards the doctor along with Theo. When he told us my knees feel along with my heart. This is all my fault. I should have never of left her last night. I'm underwater again and I can't reach the surface. Taylor picks me up off the ground and I absent mindedly put my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He hugs me tight as I sob into his shoulder.