4. We All Make Mistakes

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Lydia's pov:

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Lydia's pov:

After Allison left, I walked around my room with a trash bag picking up red plastic party cups and waiting for Allison to return my calls. When I went to throw out the trash, Jackson was leaning on his car staring me up and down. "Hey Lydia!" I tried to avoid him by turning around. "Hey what's wrong?" I turn slowly and start to tear up. "Nothing." He looked at me as if he'd known I was lying. "Come with me, we'll go to my house." He points to his truck. "Alright." I throw the bag in the can and run over to him. He seemed more polite than usual, which worried me in a way. "It's just-" he turns to me when starting the car. "When everyone was arriving to my party I just realized I didn't know most people walking through my door." He started to look into my eyes. "Yeah, I feel like when I play lacrosse, when the crowd screams my name I don't know half the people saying it." I look down and start to play with my fingers. "I just think that I need more friends than I need a crowd, you know?" He leans in closer. "I know exactly what you mean." I get closer as he immediately leans closer for a kiss. Our lips pushed against the others. I got out the car and so did he. We got up to my bedroom and then the rest was a blur.

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I woke up to see that I was alone in my bed. I searched the house for him and then I found my mom making breakfast. "So Jackson was here late..." I looked down. "Yeah, yeah he was." She stared at me looking for an explanation. "Well we sorta... kinda... got back together last night." She looked right at me. "You know how bad he treated you when you were together." I stomped my foot. "I know but he's changed mom! He's sweeter now! Don't you believe in second chances!" I grabbed an apple and ran out the door. I closed to door to my car and hit the wheel dozens of times. "Why! Why can't she get it through her head! He's changed!" I then focused on the road and drove to school.

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Stiles pov:

I was going to school late because of the incident at Lydia's party. I never really recovered from the fear I had at that very moment klaus said it was either Claudia died or got the bite. I was scared to face her today, even though she was forgiving at the end of the night.
I walked seven blocks to school and when I finally got there I sighed staring at the front entrance. I turned around. "Why doesn't she get it?" I heard Lydia questioning under her breath. She slammed her car door. "Hey Lydia!" I tried to act excited as if I hadn't seen how upset she was. She started to walk up to me. "It looks like... your going to ignore me..." She walked right passed me as if I was invisible. Her hands shaped in fists, that's when you really knew she was mad. "Okay what's your problem?" I caught up to her. "What's my problem! What's my moms problem!" She corrected me with anger. "Okay well what's up with your mom?" She looked at me deviously. "I did something with someone and she judged me for doing that thing." I was on the ledge of getting angry with her. "You did what? Which who?" She looked disappointed in herself. "Well it's just we connected and I thought it was the right thing to do I mean you don't have someone to come to the rescue for you all the time now do you." I stopped following her and she turned to me. "What?"
"With who Lydia?"
She paused for a moment and looked down again. "It's just we have a history okay, and well I haven't spoken to him in a while-"
"With who Lydia!" I interrupt. "Jackson."
"Oh......oh my god Lydia I can't believe this," I walked faster now. "Wait stiles please get back here right now...please stiles!" I felt like someone had just stabbed me. "Stiles?" I dropped my keys and started shaking. "Stiles!" She ran up to me as I fell to the floor. "Stiles what do I do?" I quivered. I started hearing a loud ringing noise in my head. I couldn't speak everything just went blank. "Stiles, you'll be okay you'll be okay." She was so frightened she even started to shake herself. She put her chin on my head rocking me looking for someone to come in the hallway. "How do I calm you down?" I started breathing heavily and quicker by the second. "Okay you'll be okay." She put her hands on my cheeks and pressed her lips against mine. It was like all the noise faded away. "How'd you do that?" She stared into my eyes realizing she just stopped a panic attack. "When I kissed you... You held your breath..." I was still so close to her I just wanted to kiss her again. "Your really smart..." She chuckled a little and rubbed my shoulder. "Your okay now..."

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Lydia's pov:

After that kiss with stiles, I started questioning the relationship I thought I had with Jackson. Then it came to me, I wasn't in love with him. The bell rang in fifth period, and I didn't know what I'd say when I saw either of them again. I kinda just left stiles at his third period class and walked to mine. We didn't speak one word on he way. I got to the lunch table and I saw Allison and Scott staring at me smiling. Stiles was staring at his shoes trying to avoid the fact that he's already told them about the kiss. Claudia was staring at me with deep jealousy, I knew she was mad to hear the news. "Hey guys!"
"Hey Lydia" Allison's eye lashes fluttering. "So what've you been taking about?" Allison with the biggest grin on her face returns my question with a simple word, "nothing." I roll my eyes making it as noticeable as possible that I was uncomfortable with the situation. "Yeah well what've you been up to Lydia?" My answer same as hers. "Hey Lydia can I see you for a second?" Scott gets up and we walk into the hall. "I heard about you and Jackson, actually, everyone heard about it. He told everyone." My mouth dropped to the floor. If I knew he didn't change why did I hook up with him in the first place? "Ugh! I thought he'd changed but I was stupid enough to.... Oh my god what have I done? I just hooked up with Jackson and then I kissed stiles in less that twenty four hours!" I don't even know what to say to stiles and now that he's going to hear that I didn't only kiss Jackson I... well... I don't want him to hear it. "Lydia just remember how Jackson was to you when you were with him okay? I don't want you to get hurt again." I reassured him that I was fine and then I went back to the lunch table. Once I walked in I saw stiles and Claudia sharing fries, laughing. I didn't want to get in the way of that. I know he has feelings for her and I know she needs all the support she can get right now.

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Note:

Hey guys! This is more of Lydia's view on things because as of now she's not all that involved with Claudia. But that ending showed she cares for Allison's sister.😊 Theres definitely going to be more of Lydia's view on things and we will get more drama😏 thank you for reading! Comment ideas and songs please! Thanks!

-Danielle

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