With blasphemy i surrender

Malls and parks p:2

He is the one I truly love...

RILEYS POV
I try to act cool as I walk past him holding (y/n)'s hand and just as I thought it was safe to go on normally I hear shouting from behind me.
(Strong language ahead)
"HEY GUYS LOOK! WE FOUND THE LITTLE GAY SHIT" one said
"HAHA STUPID FAG!" Another added
"IS THAT YOUR COVER GIRLFRIEND? WE ALL KNOW YOU WOULD RATHER BE FUCKING ME YOU PRICK!" Exin yells just adding fuel to the fire.
Now yes you may be confused as to how I'm going out with (y/n) but being called gay, well the thing is yes I am gay whole heartedly but when (y/n) said that she liked me I couldn't turn her down, she's the one that's been there with me through thick and thin and I didn't want to hurt her I just couldn't say no and now this is happening.
I'm fucked...
"ARE YOU EVEN FUCKING LISTENING TO US? WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? SEE I TOLD YOU EXIN HES FUCKED IN THE HEAD!" One yells pulling me out of my thoughts.
By now (y:n) is looking at me with a puzzled expression along with the rest of the small crowd that happened to be near us when exin and his friends started yelling at me.
"HELLO?" Exin yells
"What?" I reply calmly but with a hint of venom in my voice
"OHHHH COOL KID OVER HERE, STOP BEING SUCH A PUSSY!" Exin "I'm not a pussy" I reply even more annoyed now
"WELL IF YOUR NOT A PUSSY THEM FIGHT ME!" Exin yells yelling at me running forward
"Wait, whaaaaa!" I scream as his fist just misses my face
"FINE, JUST FINE IF YOU WANT ME TO FIGHT YOU THEN COME AT ME!" I yelled throwing a punch if my own I was as pissed off as much as a human can be.
I missed, he hit, I hit, he missed, I hit, he hit, I missed. the fight went on and on until he unexpectedly tripped me. I fell backwards and he got on top of me (exin so dirty and your calling him gay!) and started punching me(oh never mind). I tried to break free but he was to strong I almost started to slip out of consciousness the only thing that was keeping me awake was if I was going to die I didn't want it to be like this.
"GET OFF HIM" an unknown voice rang in my ears
I feel the pressure of exins body come off of mine then a loud
"OPHHH" from exin
"Hey kid you alright?" The man I now recognized as the security guard said to me
"I-I-I..." I didn't even bother finishing my sentence as I saw exin start to get up from behind the guard, I ran as fast as I could outside the mall and away from everyone. I ran and ran until I couldn't anymore I looked at my surroundings and I found myself at the park near my house that I used to come to play at, lately I just come here to think to be at peace with the world for once. Around the park and playground there is a small forest, I sat under one of the trees closest to the clear and open air of the park. I sat there fie who knows how long until I hear someone coming up behind me I tenge thinking it's exin and his friends coming to beat me up again, I calmed down when I realized it was (y/n). Wait shit...
"So do you want to explain to me what just happened she said, now as I look at her, her eyes are red signaling she had been crying.
Then I do know how it happened my mind just said lets be an asshole and I blurted out
"I don't think we should see each other anymore"
Fuck...
Why did I do that?
"You don't think we should what!?!" She said in the most angry/ hurt voice I have ever heard someone use.
"You heard me, now can just leave?!" I reply done with the conversation already.
"No I want an explanation!" (Y/n) yelled
"I'm gay!! Fuck, now just piss off!" I retorted
" fine..." (Y/n) said quietly obviously wanting to say more. As she walked of I started to cry for the first time in weeks, as she disappeared in to the distance I looked down at my beaten and cut skin
'Why did I get this life?' I thought to my self, both my body and brain giving up on me as I fell into a possibly dangerous sleep.

A/N: yata! I finished there you go kimba-chan you needy bastard
Jk love you
Next chapter coming soon...
Hopefully:)