Dear God

Chapter 6

Alright I am trying something different here and I hope you like it.  Please let me know your HONEST OPINION whether you like this or not.  Also let me know if you like his flashback or not.

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Brian's POV

Finally she is asleep. I had to trick her into going to sleep tonight. She will stay awake talking about things, like memories of Jimmy or telling me stories about the boys. Tonight she was telling me about her family in Ireland. She hasn't spoken to them in almost 15 years because they disowned her when she moved to America with her then husband Steve aka the ex, then you add Michelle and they equal the exs. I felt bad that her family wants nothing to do with her and the boys. But that is okay they have us now the Avenged Sevenfold family.

She is so scared about surgery, fuck I am terrified that I am going to lose her. I can't lose her she is my world, I would give anything to take this all away and make her well again. I pretended I was asleep so she would fall asleep and of course it worked, always does. Now I am just laying here with her snuggled up to me holding her tight. I love watching her sleep she is so peaceful, like she doesn't have a care in the world. I remembered when we first met.

~~~Flashback #1~~~

“Alright guys we are getting a new PR rep. Her name is Tari Kelley she is the best at promoting new bands. You will all love her. If not you will be nice to her.” Val said to us. God she is sounds like a mother scolding her children. There was a knock at the door Val went to the door and opened it greeting the woman. I can just imagine her as an old wrinkly lady. At least I have Michelle to keep my eyes on if she is that bad. I looked over at Michelle and smiled.

“Alright everyone this is Tari and she is going to be promoting the band now.” Val said as I turned to look at this new PR rep. HOLY FUCK MONKEYS! She is gorgeous, blows Michelle out of the water gorgeous. I couldn't take my eyes off of her as Val started introducing her to everyone.

“Tari, this going to be fast so try to remember names okay?” She nodded her full head of auburn hair, but those blue eyes were like an ocean.

“That's Matt, Johnny, Jimmy, Zacky and Brian also know as Avenged Sevenfold. Over here are the Avenged Girlfriends, Lacey, Leana, Gena and Michelle.”

She walked over to each person and shook their hand. Michelle gave her the dirtiest look ever when she shook her hand. Then she was in front of me and she spoke like an angel from above.

“Brian right? I'm Tari its nice to meet you.” Is that and Irish accent oh god I'm a dead man.

“Yes, nice to meet you too. Nice accent by the way.” She blushed, yep I'm a goner. I have to get to know her.

After the meeting Michelle and I got in the car and left. I still had my mind on Tari.

“Damn it Bri aren't you listening to me.”

“Oh sorry what was that?”

“I want you to stay away from that Irish bitch, you hear me. I have a bad feeling about her.”

“Michelle didn't you hear Val we're to be nice to her and by the way if you didn't notice she's married.”

“I wouldn't put it past her to go after one of you guys.”

“Whatever Chelle.” I answered and then tuned her out for the rest of the drive home.

~~~End Flashback~~~

I knew at that moment I was in love with her, well maybe lust but never the less I was going to be with her. We spent so much time together over the years. She was a breath of fresh air to me. She would always tell me about her boys and their latest milestone. She even supported me 100% in everything, even when I married Michelle. Tari was there with her husband and kids. I never told anyone how I felt about Tari. In a way I did love Michelle but she was nothing like my Tari. Tari has the biggest heart I know she is so genuine. When I decided to get married I went to talk to her about it. She and Michelle never really got along. Sure Tari tried but Michelle was just mean to her. The other girls kept telling Michelle to stop because they all loved Tari. She told me that I needed to follow my heart and if Michelle was who I wanted to be with then that is what I should do.