SansXReader

〔UT〕Jealousans Pt.2

As promised, not really, (name) got up early and cooked a tasty breakfast for the bone family. Italian spaghetti for Papyrus, an omelette with ketchup wine (it's just ketchup) for sans, and some steamy chocolate pancakes for (name).

"Good morning paps! Slept well?" He nodded energetically. "AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU (NAME)! WOWIE! IS THAT SPAGHETTI?"

"Yup! My special spaghetti for the great Papyrus that you surely won't regretti eating." He immediately sat on the table, feeling excited. The faded words 'enthusiasm' can be seen floating out of his ribcage.

"But! We can't eat without sans. I'll call him." Normally, sans would suddenly just appear on the table, with his socks on. (name) was a bit confused but mostly worried about the lazy skeleton.

"Wakey wakey lovely skelly. Beauty sleep's—" They scanned the room slowly. Even their brain processing became awfully slow at the sight. He cleaned up his room. In fact, it doesn't look like it's his room at all.

"—over." There was a huge bump on the red bed. (name) removed the sheets and it revealed a.. lazy-looking sans. Not the usual lazy but more lazy-looking.. he almost looked pitiful. His eyesockets were droopy, half-opened, like he didn't get any sleep; his white pinpricks are gone, making him look like he's stunned; his clothes were all dirty and he didn't even bother changing; the very dark blue color under his eyesockets weren't helping too.

(name) shook him lightly. No response. "sans?" They started to get more worried. They shook him harder. No response. "sans! Wake up you bonehead!" They tried to keep their voice low enough so Papyrus won't hear.

"No, no no.. Wake up you lazybones! You.. You're making me worried.." He was light. (name) easily managed to carry his upper half and cradle it in their arms. "Y-you.. look awful.." Tears made their way out of their eyes and some dropped on sans' skull.

His eyesockets quickly became wide open. "getttt.. dunked onn," he weakly said with a wide grin.

"What's up with you? What's wrong sans?" They did their best to not sob while talking.

"errthing." Seeing (name) cry made his white pinpricks go back. "Is everything so badly messed up that you decided to clean your room?"

"i just thought that maybe if i fix my room, i'd be able to sleep peacefully again."

"Why? Are you having nightmares too?" They caressed his upper skull, making him feel lighter. "y-yes.. they aren't that bad so no need ta worry about anything kid."

Tears now flowed freely from her eyes, making sans jolt upwards. "Why didn't you tell me anything?" He froze. Why didn't he? Maybe it was because he felt alone. Yeah, maybe it's because of that...

i'm alone.. i'm used to being alone. it's fine if i stay like this for eternity.

"there's nothing to worry about, i'm tellin' ya." His hand made its way to ruffle their hair but (name) caught it and held it tightly. "I-I'm sorry." He paused, then decided to ask but they cut him off.

"I'm sorry sans.. I.. should've been there." A string has been pulled on sans' heart, making him lose it.

but you weren't.

The door slammed shut and everything started shaking. The room was being thrashed and the blue smoke's obviously the one 'causing it. sans' head was kept low and (name) held onto him like their life depended on it.

"s-sans.. sans! What's happening?" Their voice trembled. They were so scared, sans hated it. But, he cannot do anything at this point. Everything's.. uncontrollable. Struggling is.. pointless.

"i'm.. alone.." His voice echoed in the room, repeating the word alone a hundred times every second. It was.. frightening. "nobody.. believes me.. nobody.."

Everything stops for a second— "cares." –then continues.

"sans! Please stop! This is madness!" He slowly raised his head, revealing two blue lights. Both of his white pinpricks turned into something resembling blue neon lights.

"you don't care.. yes?" He asked with an emotionless voice, his perpetual smile giving a different meaning.

(name) stopped crying, dumbfounded for a moment, "You stupid bag of bones. I do care." They hugged him. It was warm and comforting.

"I care about you.. Paps cares about you. Toriel cares about you. So does Undyne, Alphys, Grillbz, Doggo, Asgore.. Everyone does. Why are you thinking like that?"

"lies." He started crying. "lies.. lies.. you filthy liar."

That actually hurt (name). But this is sans, he didn't mean that for sure. "Why would I lie to you? You're special sans."

"liar. you only care for my brother." He said hesitantly, hugging them back. This made (name) frown. "Is this because of some jealousy thing sans?"

The chaos died. sans' room returned to its original state. There was a long, awkward silence. "sans.. Tell me. Confess your crimes."

"o-okay. maybe it was—"
"sans. really?" He was about to talk again but then..

(name) hugged him like he was the last teddy bear in the world. "Please. Don't scare me like that again. You.. you looked like you're in so much pain a–"

It was his time to cut them off, "i was."

"Then why didn't you tell me!?"

"because.. i was scared."

Silence.

"i.. i'm still scared."

Long silence.

"That's a very unmanly thing to say. But let me enlighten you."

Pause.

"I'm absolutely positively more frightened than you are."

******

After a long time of confessing crimes and trying to fix sans' depressing appearance, they finally went down.

"BROTHER! HUMAN! DID YOU FEEL THE EARTHQUAKE? ALSO, WHY DID IT TAKE YOU TWO HOURS TO WAKE UP SANS?"

"we did."

"Your brother is very hard-headed."

"WAIT.. IS THAT COLOUR ON YOUR FACE?"

"excuse ya bro. it's called, make-up."