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T)(E ONLY REASON I CAME (AMERICA )(IG)( SC)(OOL AU)

Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions If you are sensitive to cutting DO NOT READ.  High school AU. No Countries. America will be OOC.

"(Y/n), (y/n)!" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at my best friend, Grace (I know I used this character, but I don't care it's my story.) "You drifted off to la la land again." She said laughing. 

"Oh, sorry." I said, turning my head back to the football game we were watching. Ok, so what happened was the coolest, funnest, hottest, guy, Alfred Jones, is the head of the football team (I don't know football), I don't really like football, but I only go to see him and to keep my best friend Grace company. Grace is really punk and gothic and doesn't really like football either, but she goes to the games because her boyfriend, Sebastian Michaelis, is also on the team. (every time I'm in the story I'm with another one of my baes, and I describe myself too. Shut up, I can hear your judgement already.)  

"Were you thinking about him again?" Grace asked wiggling her eyebrows and grinning. I blushed, Grace is the only one who knows that knows that I like Alfred, and that I'm gay, and she likes to tease me about how I'm too shy to talk to him.  

"You know that I hate you, right." I said rolling my eyes. Grace leaned back on the bleachers, and ran her hand through her strawberry red, silver, and black dyed hair.

"Yet, you still love me at the same time." She said smugly. We sat in silence, watching the game until it was over, then Grace forced me to come with her to wait by the locker room for her boyfriend.

When Sebastian came out Grace wrapped her arms around him giving him a kiss and congratulating him on winning. I rolled my eyes and turned my body towards the locker room down, waiting to see if Alfred would come out, which he did, he come out wearing an american flag tank top that hugged his body giving me a perfect outline of his abs and exposing his muscles, which almost gave me a nosebleed, black sweatpants, and his hair was still wet, making him look more sexy. I couldn't help, but stare at his perfect, well everything. Alfred is perfect, and let's face it, I'm not, I'm just a gothic nerd, with a silly schoolgirl crush on a guy, who doesn't even know I exist, I feel like that kid, Matthew. (LOL)

"Hey." I turned around, and saw Grace looking at me dead straight in the eye with a serious face, and worried eyes. "Don't do anything you'll regret." She said. I nodded, Me and Grace have known each other since the 4th grade, she knows everything about me, so she knows what I'm thinking, feeling, and what I want to do right now.

Time skip brought to you by me in my first study hall

The next day in school I decided to confess my feelings to Alfred, I walked towards his locker and I saw him, arm and arm with Hidekaz Himaruya (a.k.a Hungary, I think. It was the only girl country I could think of.) My heart broke, and there he was laughing with this girl, he turned his head and we looked at each other for what seemed like forever, but in reality it was only a few moments before I tore away my gaze, and ran to the bathroom with teary eye.

I locked myself in one of the stalls, pulled out my pocket knife, and positioned it on my bare arm, with tears running down my face. I cut myself lightly, letting the warm red liquid drip down my arm, along with my tears. I heard the bathroom door open then close. I shot my head up. "Hey!" called a voice, not just any voice, his voice. I stayed quiet. "I saw you run in here. Are you alright?" I guess he saw the blood and walked over to the stall that I was in. "What are you doing?" He asked softly. I couldn't deal with it anymore. I unlocked the stall and collapse into Alfred's arms, crying. "It's ok now." He said in a soft tone, as he stroked my (h/c) hair. 

"I love you!" I cried in Alfred's chest. "But you don't love me back!" I weeped. 

"Shh." Alfred shushed me, he cradled me in his lap, trying to calm me down. "I love you too, (y/n)." I was shocked, I lifted my head up to look up at him.

"You do?" I asked childishly and sniffled. Alfred cupped my cheeks in his hands and used his thumbs to wipe away my tears. 

"I do." He said with a small smile, he than leaned in, and closed the gap between me and him, kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and Alfred wrapped his arms around my waist, he pulled away and looked at me. "Do you wanna go get a burger with me sometime?" He asked. I nodded quickly. He pressed his forehead against mine. "Don't you scare me like that again." He whispered. I bit my lip, blushed, and nodded shyly. And he pulled me in for a long, passionate kiss.

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