Chapter 11~ hello depression

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A/n: depression be like; "hello it's me.." Stfu Adele, I love you but you are taking over the world

Okay enough of that I would like to announce the winner!! Congrats Yougotnoswaegg are the winner! Go check him/her out cuz' she's the one who got the right answer on the game (I desperately told her about this and I gave her hints since I guess no one cared for this)

(This is Yougotnoswaegg) I rule, jamless peasants! 🌚

Ok see ya' guys at the bottom!

(Y/n)'s POV

I woke up, feeling uncomfortable, well of course I would I just almost have been killed!

Nevertheless, I still continued to do my daily tasks, some might even think that I don't care at this point, but being a victim of a attempted murder would totally freak me out, anyone would.

I sigh and took a shower and put some clothes on, after that I went downstairs to eat breakfast but I don't feel hunger at the moment so I just pushed away the food and just went back to my room

(A/n: some readers might be like "I LOVE FOOD <3!!!" Well I do too so let's all hate on the person who said this *looks at mirror* .... Oh...)

I didn't answer my friends, it didn't mattered anyway I'm going to move maybe in the future

Pain, pain is what I am feeling right now, though, I also have mixed emotions that I do not want to have right now, not now, not at this moment.... Not when I'm down..

Feeling Depression overcome me, I didn't do anything, I tried, but nothing can stop it not even me, knowing that you have brothers that tried to commit a sin, an attempt to kill, is beyond insane

Being a victim I am traumatized, anyone could have died at that moment if they didn't act and think fast enough, and I know anyone wouldn't do so much because they're fighting against someone they love and trust

A family member to be exact

That same scenario that I didn't want to happen in a million years, happened to me, that's the story how the depression started

They have caused all of this, they have played with my emotions, they have made me engulfed with anger for them.

I don't get it, why would someone even do this? What would they benefit it from?

I stood up and left my bedroom and entered my mother and fathers room, where I know they're fighting about something

I gently knocked on the door, and a couple seconds my mother answered the door with a confused face

"Y/n? Are you alright? What do you need?" My mother asked, motioning to go inside the room, I obliged and went inside the room

"I'm fine I don't need anything, but can we talk?" They both looked at each other first then looking at me smiling and nodding

"I want to know that if Jason and Jake are coming back if possible?" They dropped the smile and looked at me with wide eyes.

yes I do want to know because not of I am caring for them, hell nah, I don't want to risk my life again even though they are my brothers, blood related or not, I'm not dying, not today Satan not today! I just need to know if they are capable to come back so I can try to actually be alive

"Uh maybe, if they win the case then they both will come back, don't worry Hun it's not your fault, we didn't realize that they were like that..." My father comforted showing a soft smile along with my mother

"We would also like to tell you something... We are moving, we are going to another country and the flight is this week so you have time to say your goodbyes to your friends" my mother said and silence filled the room, until the phone rang from my fathers pocket and I assumed that it is important so I excused myself

When I was out I decided that I should go relax and go to the greenhouse that me and my brothers used to play

I arrived smiling at the flowers and taking one lavender flower and looking at it, slowly my smile disappeared, returning to sad aura and expression, I let a tear fall but quickly wiping it away

'No, I can't let them get to me, I know that I love them, but I feel pity towards them, though it's hard to do so' I thought, still holding the lavender near to my chest.

JASON's POV

I was in a room only with a table and a chair A/n: mr. Chair ! What  are you doing there?! Currently being questioned multiple times on what I as doing or what was my intention by a detective

"So, I am asking again, what is your intention to do such thing to your sister?!"
He yelled, frustrated

"Nothing, I've  told you a hundred times, nothing" I said with a sly smirk on my face

The detective rubbed his temples and left the room to breathe I guess

'What an idiot, though I better act fast or make a plan to escape, oh god I sure am in trouble, let's just hope Jake doesn't get mad at me again, last time was horrible painstaking lecture.'

Just as I was about to think of a plan, a loud screaming can be heard outside and I'm pretty sure it's Jake who is on a killing spree, and I'm scared, he only goes to a killing spree if he's THAT angry or some sort, and I'm waiting for him to break open the door blood covered everywhere and might start shouting at me

"ARE YOU DUMB?!?! You could've just followed my instructions but instead tried to be an idiot and tried to knock our sister out!!! Look at me, my hair is a mess!!!"

As I predicted he did all I just said, I sweat drooped and nervous laughed "eh s-sorry but she was on to me"

He raised a brow and sigh, rubbing his temples "you idiot, and I thought I was stupid"

"You are"

~scene~
Hey sorry for the wait, right now I'm probably in holiday or in summer, and yup, it's mah b-day, also I got pranked XD by PandaLover_Forever

Btw we are both on vacay, and I invited her to come to a hotel with me, I'm just scared she will eat everything in the buffet, well I will be updating more though because I have so many time, only for two months though, yeah that's how long our school have for summer, yeah just graduated!

Anyways hope you have a wonderful day  and ciao~!

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