Defeating the demons inside us.

Chapter #5

*7 MONTHS LATER*

I was breathing. I had tubes and wires in and around me, but I was defiantly breathing, and I didn't like it, I was suppose to be dead, gone, out of this freaking world but no. How the hell am I alive, I took over a hundred freaking aspirin and I am still breathing I am still fucking here. I didn't want to, but I tried to open my eyes, to see exactly where I was and maybe figure out how I got here. But I couldn't, my eyes just wouldn't allow it and maybe I was grateful because deep down I knew where I was I just didn't want to believe it.

Hospital

The place where, lives are entered, lives grow and visit this place and many people are taken out of this world here. I hate hospitals with a burning passion. I don't know why, maybe its because I came into this cruel world here, I visited this place many times in the past and I lay here once more and these people 'save' my life when I wish they would just leave me to die.
Which brings me back to the thought, How did I get here.
I doubt my 'dad' brought me here or called the ambulance, he'd be glad I left, I'm only a waste of space, taking much needed oxygen from other people.

My thought drifted away from me and I found myself in a deep slumber.
Only to be awakened by loud sobs and beeping noises. I tried to open my eyes and failed again, I tried multiple times and kept failing, I heard a females voice "She's trying to wake up, her eyes are moving so within the next hour, she should be awake" then I heard further mumbles and heaved sighs of relief. I was extremely curious as to whom was there, I don't have female friends, actually I don't any friends, is family so maybe they just got the wrong room or same last name, or something.

*1 HOUR LATER*

I was finally able to open my eyes, at first the light stung and I hissed a little, but a brunette lady quickly rushed over and shut all the blinds before coming back to me and engulfing me in a large motherly hug, I was confused and she must have noticed it in my facial expressions because she quickly started talking, so fast I could only just understand what she was saying, "When your father called and said that you had overdosed, I dropped everything- I was in the middle of grocery shopping and I ran to my car and drove here- which is a three hour drive, and I haven't left your side for 7months. Esmeralda, Lola and Bradley are missing me like crazy, and can't wait to meet their big sister!" My confused face went to shocked, "Wait? Who are you?" I questioned, it came out as a squeak and she only just heard me, "Oh! You mustn't remember me, I'm Amy, Amy Jones, I'm your mother" "You are not my mother" I gritted through closed teeth, she was almost crying, I sat up "My mother, left me when I was I was 3, my mother hated me and would never be here, in fact my mother would gladly watch me here and die" by now this unfamiliar lady had tears streaming down her face and the silence in the room erupted into loud sobs coming from the person who claims to be my mother. "You don't know how sorry I am for leaving you, but you had your father-" I cut her off there, I lifted my shirt up and showed her the scars, "yeah, my father was there for me, that's why he cut me, he made me fucking bleed and scar and he let me think that him abusing me was completely normal, as far as I am concerned I don't have a father." I took a deep breathe at the end of my little speech and let my shirt fall down covering my hideous scars. "I had no idea.." She replied speechless, "that's right because you weren't there, you were never there for me" I was too exhausted for this,

I need a fucking cigarette.

"I am your mother, maybe I wasn't there for you like I should have been, but your father wouldn't let me have you, he hurt me too and I had to get away from him, so I moved and carried on with my life. There wasn't a day that went bye where I didn't think about you, and I tried getting custody but your father wouldn't allow it and I don't know where you got me hating you from but I love you, I love you Avery with every single fibre of my being" I listened intently and it took a few seconds before processing what she said, and I believed her, she was my mother and she did love me. I hugged her, I felt so much better, if I had of known a suicide attempt would bring her back in my life I would've done it a long time ago. "What happens know?" I ask croakily, she breathed deeply, " Your going to come and live with me, you father and I think that's what's best for you, you father- he is going to take some time off work and go to a rehab, hopefully he will get better" I felt a ping of fuzziness inside of me, I was finally free of him, I didn't care what he was doing or how he did he is finally out of my life.
"Okay, when do we leave this place" I said, my eyes circling the room, "A few nurses are going to come ad take all the fluids out, then we can go and get something to eat, we have a long drive ahead of us" she kissing kissing my head softly.
As if on cue, two brightly smiling nurses came in and started to take the needles out and unplugging the heart-rate monitors. After they were finished I was given some clothes and I changed.

*4 HOURS LATER*

"This is your new place" Amy (mum) said, as she pulled in the driveway, Three kids and a large male- which I'm assuming is the husband and father of these kids- were waiting at the large wooden door with bright smiles,they look a lot like one another, all with brunette hair and green or hazel eyes. The house was absolutely beautiful, it was 3 storey with over 20 large windows at the front, there was a large round driveway with a water feature in the centre.
Rich people home.

Compared to my old place, the shitty housing commission place, this was a freaking palace.

A.n

That was SO much longer! I am actually reasonably Happy with this chapter, its not edited although none of the chapters are, I'm pretty pleased with it.

Next chap is gonna be a short-ish one, with just the introductions of the brother and sisters!!

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