My Best Friend's Brother (Editing)

Chapter Twenty One

Andy P.O.V

"Uhm Mandy I'm going for a walk." I said from my bedroom door.

"Snow I don't think that's a good idea, you look like you're about to pass out." She said walking up to me.

"I need some air. I'll call if I need anything." I said walking away not waiting for her response.

"Andy, you look like a flipping zombie. I can't let you take a walk alone looking like that!" She shouted following me.

"What the hell happened in there?!"

"Andy?!"

"For fuck sake talk to me!"

I shrugged and walked down the stairs and through the door. I walk on the gravel sand and I took a trail through the woods. I just feel so numb right now. I feel like I'm in a dream haze.

How does he believe that she's me? How does that even work? Doesn't he feel the difference between us? What is happening to Kevin? My Kevin. How did all this happen.

Moments like these I remember all my fathers hurtful words. Sometimes I feel like he was telling the truth. People like me desever no happiness.

What have I ever done wrong to deserve such bad luck? The whole town hates me. Some call me a murderer which is true. Moments like these I miss my mother. I still remember all the things we did together. Why did she have to leave me?!

I let out a loud sigh and go out of my thinking bubble and looked ahead. I could see the park coming into view. I walked a little faster. When I got a clear view of the park I noticed that it was empty. I walked up to the swings and sat down.

After hours of me thinking I managed to give myself a headache. I felt like someone was watching me. More like drilling holes in the back of my head but the person's stare didn't make me feel uncomfortable. I turned around to see who it was.

"Wow really, this day just keeps getting better and better. Now I'm going to get bullied at a park." I said to the person who was behind me.

"Relax Kitty no need to get all pissy with me." He said walking around and sitting in the swing next to me.

"Never thought I'd see a big bad alpha at a park." I sassed.

"In case you haven't noticed this park is between the boarder of my pack and the one you came from." He said raising an eyebrow.

"Anyway every 'big bad alpha'
needs a break once in a while and this is where I come when I need to be alone with my thoughts." He sighed.

"Hmm. That makes sense." I said looking at my feet.

"You'he changed rainbow what happened?" He asked.

"Why do you care. All you do is bully me." I mumbled.

"I'm not as heartless as you think rainbow." He said and I could hear the honesty in his voice.

"I don't know. I just fainted and woke up like this three days later." I answered.

"Hmm it's a nice upgrade but I liked you better with the rainbow hair. Made you look unique." He shrugged.

"You-You what?" I asked stunned at his words.

"Yeah that's a conversation for another day. So what brought you here?" He asked.

"I just needed time to myself. How about you." I mumbled.

"Well I found my mate." He sighed. Why does he sound sad, I thought wolves are supposed to be happy when they find their mates?.

"That's great news!" I chirped.

"I thought it was until I discovered that she is psychotic." He mumbled.

"What makes you say that?!" I asked.

"All she cares about is her own feelings. As long as she's happy, fuck everyone around her." He shrugged.

"I don't really know what to say. Aren't mates supposed to be perfect in each other's eyes?" I asked looking at him.

"Trust me Andy, the moon goddess has a way of paring the most unlikely couples but some mates make you regret ever being a wolf." He said with sadness.

"What has this mate if yours done? I'm sure being self-centered is not the only thing." I asked.

"She wants me to hurt someone I truly care about just to satisfy her." He sighed.

"This person must really be important huh?" I asked.

"You have no idea rainbow." He gave me a lopsided smile.

"She'll come around eventually." I tried cheering him up.

"I doubt it. Once a wolf turns evil there's no coming back. It's either she goes full psycho or turns rouge."

"How is that possible?" I asked confusedly.

"Well some wolves are hard to control when they go evil. So they can't be tamed meaning leading them to go rouge." He said.

"I don't really understand the rougue stuff but I hope she doesn't turn into one." I said hopefully.

"Andy she's already in the verge of madness. No sane person talks to herself. No said person wished death just for the sake of their lust." He said sounding sure and disappointed.

"So where is she now?" I asked.

"Probably riding some alpha's dick." He mumbled sadly.

"Hey you can't say that about your mate."

"Oh please why else would you be here if she wasn't?!" He asked raising and eyebrow.

"Wait what?" I asked.

"My mate happens to be Izzy." He said looking at me and I could tell that he was pained by all this.

"And the alpha is Kevin." I mumbled with tears building up.

"I'm really sorry Andy. There were so many times that I tried to reason with her but it always falls on deaf ears." He said with a cracky voice. I looked up and saw that he had tears in his eyes.

"Is the big bad alpha crying?" I fake gasped and he chuckled.

"I'm crying because she wanted me to hurt someone who is so prefect." He smiled.

"Does this 'perfect' person know?" I asked.

"Nope he doesn't. All I am to him is a good for nothing bully and he so happens to call me the 'big bad alpha'." He chuckled. The realization hit me like a ton of bricks.

"Me?" I asked in a small voice.

"Yep. I've had feelings for you since I was in the 6th grade and me bullying you was the only way for me to get even the slightest contact with you no matter how much it made me cringe when ever I saw you in pain." He smiled sadly.

"But how? Why?" I asked.

"Well for me Andy you are the most perfect Luna any pack could ask for. You always seem to put others before you. No matter how badly people would treat you, you'd still smile and keep your head high. No matter how much shit someone could put you through you would still smile and still listen to that person ramble and their good for nothing mate. For me Andy your beauty is just a bonus, you are perfect in all ways."

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