Machenzie's heart

Chapter 6- Not Alone

It was raining outside. I was standing there with my suitcase at the train station. I put my head and so that the rain would hide my tears if they decided to show. I looked and there it was. I steeped on the train and handed the man my suitcase. I follower

him to my seat. As I sat I watched him put my suitcase away. I staired out the window.

It was foggy. I put my hand against it and let the cold siape into my hand. I moved my hand from side to side to see the outside of the train. I watched people come on and people say bye and there I love yous but I didn't see him. He wasn't here. Who could blame him. I looked at my phone it was 10:15pm he must have just gotten Joel from football practice. And is sitting on his bed getting ready to text me like he always is. But not today I couldn't I would chicken out and get off. This was good not bad. Good. I felt someone's hand I turned but couldn't really make out his face but he kissed me on the forehead. This wasn't right. What I was doing. I didn't get no sparks or get red when he kissed me I stayed mellow. I bit my lip and felt the tear roll down my face. He is reading the letter now and realizing what I am doing and is trying to call me but he can't cause my phone is off. Most likely he is getting into his car and is driving her as I think but it is to late I'm going to be gone and seconds. The car started to me. That's right I would be gone in seconds. I would never come back. I would love to but how. I left everything and everyone and told one person. I will tell more after I'm there but never my location. I could never stand seeing anyone of them ever again. He intertwined our hands and again no spark. He said something I couldn't make out his voice but the words were clear to me.

"I love you"

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I shot up panting. It was a dream all a dream. I looked at the clock 3:30am. It's to early to get up but I can't have that dream or feeling again. I just can't. I should go get some water year water. As I stood up I felt my legs give in. And with a thud I was on the floor. I herd Lara more a bit but she didn't get up. I jumped to my feet and was almost at the door when the lights came on and I herd here.

"And where do you think your going'

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Lara's POV

Clayton's lips felt so good when they were on mine. I needed air tho. I pulled alway and looked into his eyes. Dam he was beautiful. I crashed my lips back on him. Just as he put his tongue to ask for permission I heard a thud. I tugged on his bottom lip as I pulled away. I looked around us. We were still on the couch. I looked around again. Wait white couch. Ah dam this is a dream and that thud is Mack. I opened my eyes and seen her making her way for the door. I turned the lights on and of course asked.

"And where do you think your going"

Her eyes widened. Then calmed down like she knew what's she was going to say and was sure it was going to work.

"Going to get water"

"Why?"

"Um.. Cause I need it"

"Are you sure cause I don't think you are"

"What are you trying to say I'm a lier,Lara"

"Yes"

"How dar-"

"Shut up Mack, just get to the point where u give in and tell me"

"I-I don't know what your talking about Lara now go back to bed and dream about C-L-A-Y-T-O-N"

"As much as I love to I can't Im up and your up and something is up with you"

"What gives you that idea"

"You feel"

"And your point"

"You fall when your upset or worried"

"No I don't you have no proof I fall when I'm upset or worried"

"Yes, yes I do. In 9th grade when you got a detention for spilling pop on the teacher you feel as you walked. When I told you that your crush got a girlfriend your feel to the floor cause your where leaning against your locker. And when your meet Kyle I told you you would never meet him and reality hit you and you feel of the computer chair. I would bring up more but I would rater just say three"

"I do-. I would-. That was-"

"Can't find the words. I can repeat after me. 'Lara you are right'"

"No your not"

"Yes I am"

"No your (thud) not"

"See look you on the floor you were worried I would find out what happened and I am spill NOW MACK"

"Ha, where do I start I guess the dream"

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"What the hell Mack"

"What"

"Your dream is fucked up"

"Like I can help what I dream"

"I don't know what it means"

"I don't either"

"Shit"

"What now Lara you miss a call from Clayton"

"No and it's 5:30 in the morning we need sleep we can't wait into school with bags under our eyes"

"I-I can't what I have another dream like that or the same one"

"Don't worry ill be hear for you, just say Clayton or fall of the bed again it one will work"

"Hoe"

"Love you to Mack now catch some shut eye"

"Night"

Who was I kiding I didn't go to sleep. I stayed up and watched Mack. If she had another nightmare or whatever that was I would be here waiting for her. But she didn't when she started to get up I pretended to sleep and she called Clayton's name to get me up. I jumped up and said Where? She laughed. I would never tell her how much I worried because then she would block me out and I don't want her to block me out. Mack is very caring to most people with the exception to the people she hates and herself. Mack always puts other before herself and I never understood that. But I was thankful when she told me her secret. I promised her she would Never be alone. And I will keep that promise as long as I live she will Not be Alone. I care to much to let her be alone. She's my best friend my sister my twin. Together we are Lara and Mack. I just wished she wouldn't let me in more and help because she is amazing,smart,talented, beautiful and of course herself and that is all I could ask for in a twin.

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A/N- this is a really important chapter! Lie it really is! When the book is finished you will understand! Never and I mean Never Forget what happenes in this chapter!! Any way comment and vote please!!!

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