Paris's pov
I'm officially dating my own bestfriend. We didn't really made it official as it was just a confession. However the members already knew that we were a thing, thanks to Seokmin.
Hansol was really eager about our relationship. Well, I am his first love. I didn't want to break his heart and I do have feelings for him. But our kiss, there was no spark. Was it a mistake for telling him that I felt the same way?
I haven't seen Joshua lately since the other night. I know what I said was an accident but I hope he won't take it seriously.
There were so many things going on in my mind. I felt guilty and dumbfounded.
My phone suddenly rang.
"Hey you awake?"
"Joshua? Where have you been all the-"
"Keeping up with college. Sorry to keep you waiting when my mum visited at your place. Hold up, you were actually expecting me?"
"Pfft. Me? Waiting for you? Not even a thought."
"I know you miss me. Want me to pick you up tomorrow?"
He really wanted to?
"Oh sure. I don't need to be squished in the bus again,"
"Great. See ya, sis"
"You too, uhm hyung"
"You're weird," he giggled and we hung up.
I was glad to hear his voice. It brought me up to a feeling I never felt. With Hansol, it was because I was comfortable around him and I felt home.
But for Joshua, I don't know. It just felt right. That lonely feeling inside me washed away. I slept peacefully that night. Was I falling for him? Paris, make up your mind.
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Devoted | Joshua Hong
Fanfiction"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel -" They fell for each other. But is it their fate to exchange rings?
