It Was Just a Game! (Mindless Behavior story)

Our little secret

::Bria's P.O.V::

"Man, fuck school, I'm not going" Jacob stated "I still don't know what the hell happened last night". "Where did y'all go though? I remember you four went upstairs and never came back down" Shelby stated as she looked at Jacob, Rayan, Jordan, and I.

In response Rayan looked away, Jacob rubbed the back of his neck, and Jordan just sat there. I raised my eye brows but didn't say anything, Chresanto suddenly smiled "oh shit.... Did you guys all fu-" "No!" We interrupted "we didn't".

He chuckled "yeah you did" "man whatever, how do you know? What'd you do?" Ray asked "probably swapping spit with Jazmyne! That's all they ever fucking do, I'm surprised y'all weren't fucking last night" Jordan stated, I laughed "damn, you mad?"

Jazmyne laughed a little at Jordan's facial expression "man I don't know why you trippin though, you got laid last night" she looked at me then back at her "both of you did, y'all both got Jacob and Rayan's dick".

My smile slowly faded and I bit my lip, it got to me knowing I didn't know who I lost my virginity to. I couldn't remember much of last night.

All I remembered was Jacob carrying me into the room and him taking off his shirt and answering my question on if we were about to fuck, that was all. It was most likely Jacob, I'm pretty I had Jacob and Jordan had Rayan and we switched off through out the night. Yeah that's probably what happened, my head hurt from thinking about it all.

I glanced at Jacob and noticed his cheeks were a rosy red. He used his hands to cover them as he sighed, he didn't want anyone to notice his embarrassment. I kept my eyes on him as everyone but Jordan and Rayan joked about what the four us had done.

It didn't seem to be bothering them as much, but for Jacob I could see the frustration and embarrassment on his face. He suddenly got up and without saying anything, he walked into the kitchen. I slowly got up also and eased myself away from everyone and walked into the kitchen, when I walked in I saw his back facing me.

His head was resting in the palm of his hands as his elbows were placed on the counter. I walked over to him "are you okay?" I asked lightly, he nodded a little but didn't look at me "y-yeah". I stared at him and watched as he used his right hand and wiped something from his cheek.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I knew he was crying when he took a shaky breath, I looked down at the counter and saw it wet with his tears. "No you're not.... Why are you crying Jacob?" He kept his head down "I'm not" "yes you are, don't try and lie to me".

He bit his lip "I haven't done shit like that since a year ago" he mumbled, "I always make sure that I don't get.... Too drunk... A-and fuck up again" he confessed. He shook his head a little "I just... I just don't want to mess up again".

He looked up and stared blankly at the wall, I knew he was remembering, I watched as tears escaped his eyes and streamed down his cheeks. "I don't really like getting drunk anymore.... I'm always afraid I'll wake up somewhere with a girl I do or don't know, I'm afraid there's going to be pictures and videos of me and her...." He shook his head a little.

"I can't get used again" "Jacob" I said his name lightly, "yeah?" He asked as he continued to look at the wall. "Look at me please" he blinked and slowly looked at me, I smiled a little "not all girls are like Willow.... Not all girls are going to go behind your back and do something like that to you".

He nodded a little but I could tell he was still hurt and embarrassed, "and don't let those jokes get to you, they were just playing around. If you want me to, I can tell them to cut it out" I offered, he shook his head a little "nah, that's alright, you don't have to".

I smiled a little "do you feel a bit better? Or do you still need to talk about it?" "I'm fine for now" "good, but just remember Jacob; everyone picks a bad apple every once in a while".

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"How would I look if I cut my hair short?" I suddenly asked, Chresanto chuckled "your hair already is short". "No it's not, it comes to her shoulders" Jordan stated "girls would kill to have her hair, especially girls with fucked up hair because somebody ain't put their weave in right" Jazmyne confessed.

"Where are you trying to cut it to?" Jacob asked, I shrugged a little "I don't know if I'm actually gonna do it but maybe stop it at my ears? I don't know" he frowned "nooo, I like it long though, you've got a lot of hair; I think you should keep it" he stated as he pulled me closer to him.

I gave off a small smile "I'll keep it then, I won't cut it because I don't wanna hear your mouth if I do" "thank you" I nodded a little. Jacob's phone suddenly began to vibrate, he frowned a little before pulling it from his pocket and looking at who was calling. His face seemed to turn pale for a split second before giving off a look of frustration, he got up and walked into the kitchen.

::Jacob's P.O.V::

"How the hell did you get my number?" I asked seriously "that doesn't matter, it's not important" "yes the fuck it is Willow, how'd you get it?" "How'd you know it was me who was calling?" "Don't try and turn this conversation around on me, what do you want?" "You weren't at school, none of you were" "haha thanks for stating the fucking obvious".

There was silence. "You should come over" she suddenly stated "you're kidding right?" "No, not really" "why would I come over? I don't like you" "but you kissed me back correct? You moaned right? I know something that Bria doesn't right? It'd be horrible if she found out what happened the other day, wouldn't it?" "Oh so your blackmailing me now?" I asked, I could just see the smirk on her face "I don't know, am I?"

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I took a deep breath and let it out as I stared blankly at the ceiling. I bit my lip and shook my head a little, I'm setting myself up for something bad. I'm just going to get myself in some deeper shit. "I shouldn't.... I shouldn't be... Doing this, I shouldn't be here with you" I said as I sat up.

"Go find someone else to sleep around with, I've got a girlfriend that I love dearly" I began to get up but she walked over and gently pushed me back down. She climbed on top of me and straddled me, "oh come on Jacob, she won't find out".

"I don't trust you, you're a sneaky little bitch" she smiled a little "but I'm your sneaky little bitch, right?". She leaned in and gave me a quick kiss, she looked me in the eye before saying lightly; "it'll be our little secret".
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Sorry for any mistakes, I didn't get to proof read. I'm posting early today because I wasn't sure if I would be able to post later on so I just decided to do it now.
Love,
Me