The Girl With The Green Eyes | MiniMinter Fanfic

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Tazza's POV

I woke up on the couch not being able to sleep that night, I heard creaking coming from the stairs. Yet I didn't move, with my arm behind my head legs hanging over the edge and staring at the ceiling. It was early I could tell.

"Tazz?" I heard a masculine voice behind me, It was Tobi.

"The lads, Freya and I were talking, we're gonna go to your mothers grave and finally put her to rest. Do you want to say goodbye one last time with us?"

I simply didn't reply, I was too deep in my thoughts, was I really ready to say goodbye? I heard the floor boards lightly creak and Tobi's face appear in my sights.

"May I?" he questioned, I nodded then stood up and he sat where I was lying, I laid ontop of him horizontally and snuggled into him.

"Tazz, I know what you're going through. I know it's hard to believe but you have to come to terms with it, or you'll never move on in life" He frowned "and if you don't move on in life, I'm stuck too. I love you too much to leave you in the past" I stopped staring at the ceiling and beamed my eyes at him, this was the first time I had heard Tobi say he loved me, I was shocked.

"Please move on Tazz, for your sake and everyone elses" He was serious and worried, I knew I had to do it one day or another or I wouldn't move from this couch. I tried to cry and let the emotions flow again but I had cried so much, I had no tears left to spare. He could tell I was dazed and that I was lost in time, he could tell I was full of depression no matter how I hard I tried to hide it, He kissed me on the forehead and then lent in close to my ear.

"Please" He whispered softly, his voice cracking up from the tears swarming his eyes.

"Okay" I whispered back.

Simon's POV

I woke up in a empty bed, unsurprisingly. I checked downstairs to see if she was there, I started to get worried. I knocked on Josh's door, not there. I tried Vikk's room, she also wasn't there. JJ's room, not there either. I walked over to the spare room where Tobi was staying for the night, and there she was cuddling up to Tobi. I thought we sorted things, why was she in bed with Tobi? I tried to walk out slowly not waking them up. I was about to close the door when-

"Simon" Tazz said, not moving from the position she was currently in.

"I know what you're thinking" Her voice was stern, aching of lack of emotion.

"You do?"

"I'm in bed with Tobi because I didn't want to worry you, come here." I obeyed her demand and headed over to the bed to find Tobi also awake.

I climbed into the bed with the pair and we talked about random things it was cool to talk about something that wasn't reality related. Sooner or later it came to an end and we got dressed for later on today. I put on my favourite black suit and oxford shoes and met with the boys downstairs. I saw something in corner of my eye which made our heads turn. It was Tazz and Freya, Tazz wore a black skater dress that flattered her body, she wore black smokey make up in a winged shape on the bottom that winged with the top, making her eyes pop but they looked grey, drained of happiness. She wore black lipstick and high heeled shoes that clapped against the floor, her natural hair hanging. She didn't say anything to any of us and just held her head up, making no eye contact. We drove to the cemetery and it poured down with rain, we pulled out the umbrella's Tazz refusing to stand underneath one. She took off her shoes and left them in the car as they would sink into the wet poised ground.

Tazza's POV

I felt broken, I couldn't face reality, but i had to, for them. I let my bare feet pad against the stone-cold grass, feeling the water seep through the gaps between my toes. I walked to the grave that was soaked in water, I stood in front of it my make up running. I felt my knees collapse, I was in shock. I stared at the numbers written, it was so surreal. I felt my heart fall to the bottom of my chest, I laid the pastel pink lilies on top of the grave. I missed her so much. I looked up and saw her standing there from across the graveyard, with a baby wrapped in blankets within her hands. She had a huge smile on her face as she mouthed 'I love you', She looked as beautiful as the last day I saw her, her eyes were glowing green like mine do, I felt strength from within me and stood up walking closer to her. I felt a huge beam of light open up our side of the graveyard, I looked back at her who was gazing at the sun, her smile bigger than before, then looking back at me. The sun's light merged across the floor and towards her, the light shone on her complexion causing her to slowly disappear.

"Tazz? Tazz?!" I heard a voice from behind me then pull my shoulder to face him.

"Are you okay?" the light was perfectly behind Simon, making him shine like an angel, it was a sign, he was the future that would make me forget the past.

I gazed at his worried face and studied him. "I'm perfect" I said kissing his lips gently, I could feel my eyes become warm again, full of colour and glowing.

He opened his eyes, looking more relaxed as I pulled away. "I'm back, baby" I smiled.

He pulled me close to him and squeezed me tight, I felt my heart racing, I was happy once again. We pulled apart and saw my beautiful family standing in front of me. My 6 silly, beautifully handsome, amazingly funny brothers. My gorgeous, gentle yet passionate, funny sister. And finally my handsome, amazing, beauty of husband all standing in front of me. A smile grew upon my face as I analysed each and every one of them. They were brilliant.

"I'm back boys!" I squealed as the 7 of them hugged me almost crushing my ribs, they were squeezing that hard.

I noticed Freya standing there twiddling with her thumbs, I walked over to her and put my arms around her shoulder as the boys ran back to the car like idiots.

"You're the best sister I could ask for" I smiled laying my wet hair against hers.

"I love you Tazz"

"I love you too Frey"

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I was sitting in my underwear on the sofa with a warm dressing gown around me, my head on Tobi's lap, my legs on Ethans. We we're talking about what videos to do for YouTube when JJ and Vikk came running in screaming like school girls.

"We've been invited to the PlayStation gi-, Why are you in only underwear?" He said noticing me.

"Why are you not in underwear?" I counteracted his argument.

"Fair point"

"WE'VE BEEN INVITED TO THE PLAYSTATION GIG!" Vikk screamed.

"That's sick!" Harry said eating a cheese string.

"When is it" Ethan said chuckling.

"In two weeks time" Tobi said reading it out from his phone.

"I can't wait" I smiled.