Sensual Desire 1&2 (Bdsm Erotica)

Chapter 12

I decided that after school that I was going to stop over at my house and stay because my life from where I was is suddenly changing and I need to get back to where I was again even though I would be still dating him but I need to get back to what really matters to me.

I get in the shower and stay in for almost 5 whole hours overthink everything that's been happening everything has changed every since I met Marcus I don't wanna assume anything but it feel a bit to good to be true

I get out of the shower and get dress for work when I finish getting dress I leave out the house and go to my car I get in and back out the driveway and drive off listening to Ciara I bet singing and dancing not giving a fuck about people looking I park and the driveway of my job and go in and start my day.

Marcus

I lay and bed with my other girlfriend destiny we been dating for a few months while me and Emma dated for 2 months almost 3 I know I'm doing is wrong but it feels so right I groan as destiny deep throats my cock I know I wanna be with Emma but I'm a player this is what I do but the thing none of the girls know of each other I have destiny, Tracey, diamond and heather pretty much all wrapped around my finger but Emma is someone I wouldn't mind settling down with me and destiny lay down in exhaustion after having sex 3 times in I drift off to sleep

Emma

I get off work and decide that I would surprise Marcus today I park the car and go in the house hearing moans and groans in grunts I take my shoes off on the stairs and continue up I go and open the door and I gasp as I feel my boyfriend fucking the shit outta this girl literally pounding her in I cover my mouth and start to cry I guess he heard me because he stopped in stared like a deer catch in headlights.

Marcus: baby I can explain

He says getting off of her and running after me as I running down the stairs grabbing my shoes and spirited towards the door I run to my car and drove off seeing Marcus in my review mirror after driving a few blocks away I pulled over and start crying pounding on the steering wheel over and over again until my hands started turning red I can't believe I let him play me like that 3 months into our relationship and he does this I shake my head and I was just getting so use to him thinking of a future for us

I drive off and speeding on home where I drink bottles of wine and dance like It was my birthday I never drunk so much before In my life but it felt so good

I wake up with a hang over I groan getting up and taking pills with water I took a long shower  just crying my eyes out after everything we been though he does this I roll my eyes and get out the shower and normally I would dress like sexy but I'm not in the mood so I dress and my black hoodie and sweatpants and my flats and got my keys and phone and left the house locking the door I get in the car and in drive off in turn off the radio and just start over analyzing everything that went on between us I park the car and got out I put the hoodie over my head and continued in the building I stayed quiet the entire time I was in no mood to chat with no one and for lunch I went out and ate instead of eating lunch there.

People kept staring at me today ok so they wasn't use to me being in just regular clothes big deal but right now I'm seriously hurt this is what I do when I'm depressed my friends know this even though Audrey acting completely fake but it's whatever no big deal.