Sensual Desire 1&2 (Bdsm Erotica)

Chapter 13

2 weeks later

I am slowly getting over Marcus though he keeps calling I just need time alone but I don't think he's going to let that happen but all I been doing is working in going to school that my normal routine now.

I walk in the park and my tank top and pink sweat pants and start overthinking everything again was it because I didn't have sex with him as I think about this I look at my phone in see he's name pop up I roll my eyes and answer

Emma: hello

I say continuing to walk on the trail

Marcus: is it ok if we meet up today

Emma: sure I'm at the park by the CNN

Marcus: ok see you there

I hang up and continue to walk around the park look at the beauty of the outside I been to busy doing my own thing that I don't admire the outside and I promise I will never loose myself in Marcus ever I make that a promise to myself and start jogging around

Me and Marcus sit at the picnic table and we talk and he explains what happened which makes sense so I end up forgiving him and I know this is stupid but I gave him an ultimatum that he could not fuck them girls in our bed and he agrees with me

So we end up at he's house I drove that so if I want to I can leave whenever I want to this is on my terms this time around I will not get hurt this time around I'm doing me until he shows me otherwise.

We sit and cuddle while watching tv and I ask the question that's been nagging me since I caught him cheating.

Emma: is she a girlfriend of yours

Marcus: who?

I roll my eyes he's playing dumb

Emma: the girl you were fucking in our bed

I say though gritted teeth

Marcus: yes she is

I nod and sit up no longer in the mood to cuddle I get up

Marcus: baby

I keep walking upstairs to the guess room and start crying I scream to the heavens because I'm in so much pain my heart hurts and he should know that he's hurting me I drift off into dreamless sleep

I wake in the middle of the night with Marcus arms around me I get up and go to the closet and put on sweats and a yellow tank top and go downstairs for a snack I don't wanna be bothered at the moment I sit on the sofa with my M&M and Doritos and Cheetos and eat watching the other woman and just sit and laugh this situation is what I'm in at the moment I shake my head and continue eating

Marcus

Now I know what y'all are thinking why did you cheat on her like that Because 1. I like pussy 2. She's not putting out so who gonna do it that's right my other hoes 3. Do I feel bad hell yea I didn't mean to hurt my boo I would do anything in this world for her so why would I wanna hurt her for i know I'm stupid for what I did and now she don't want nothing to do with me which I don't blame her because if it was the other way around I wouldn't want shit to do with her I would avoid her like the motherfucka so I understand completely.

I wake up and see that's she's not in bed I get outta bed and stretch I then go downstairs knowing where my girl is I see her sleep in the theater I smile down at my lovely and pick her and bring her upstairs to our bedroom now I know I done fucked up but I'm going to make this better because I'm not living without her.