Sensual Desire 1&2 (Bdsm Erotica)

Chapter 26

We get to this fancy restaurant and we get out hand in hand I'm nervous because last time I was on a date was with Marcus and trust he told me that I embarrassed him so I wasn't "allowed" back in public with him which was a very harsh blow which made me get back to my insecure ways about me that and other things I rather not discuss

We get seated and start having a wonderful conversation and I'm having a wonderful time but all that ends when I see Marcus but he's not alone I roll my eyes probably here with one of his mistresses my subconscious roll her eyes but it is what it is I'm not with him anymore so I shrug it off and continue to have a wonderful time

I look over at Marcus and see he's looking at me I roll my eyes and continue to pay attention to my date the rest of the day goes perfectly and I couldn't ask for a better day

2 weeks later

So for two weeks me and Damien been going out which been the best time of my life I changed my number because of Marcus he keeps calling wanting to know who Damien was but that's not he's concern I seen him in places that me in Damien were in but I'm to busy enjoying my time with Damien that I don't realize he's there

These 2 weeks with Damien has been nothing but wonderful and I'm being to fall for him but I been though hurt with Marcus and I told him that I told him mostly everything he should know about me and my past relationship with Marcus which telling by he's clenched jaw that he wasn't pleased but what boyfriend would be pleased by he's girlfriend going though the things she did exactly nobody would

We been dating for 4 months and some change and it's been nothing but bliss for me and him so much that I forgot all about Marcus after he slapped me I left because my mom didn't raise no fool and being slapped reminded me why I left that house

When I was little my mom was petite like me she was so gorgeous that when she walked by any man would look in stare so I guess I got my genes from her because I look nothing like my father but I look so much like my mom

I remember when I would see my dad beat the shit outta my mom and me being young would seat there in watch as my mom would get beat like a runaway slave every time my mom would leave he would manipulate her into coming back

Now we lived like any average person would live not rich by any stretch of imagination but we wasn't poor either but to come home seeing my mom drenched in blood would send me into a panic attack and on my mother death bed she gave be a necklace which I keep on me at all times but when my mom died that's when he would lash out at me and I would tolerate the beatings like my mom did when I got out of high school I decided I wouldn't be he's punching bag anymore and I packed my bags the money I saved up and left

So when Marcus slapped me I went back to that day and I had a panic attack and I knew that if I left my dad after so many beatings I wouldn't tolerate him hitting me so I left him and I didn't regret that decision at all because it's been heaven with Damien and I would change it for the world no more cheating no more lying and most of all no more crying