The Next Day
James POV
My alarm goes off, so I Immediately checked my phone for messages, Bret has a couple of messages for me, asking Why I went home without telling him. And telling me that Julia was saying some stuff to our friends during the party.
A couple of Messages from my RM, telling me to be at the set By 12 noon. I looked at the time, and I still got 2 hours to kill, I checked my other messages again, but none of them was from Nadine, Which was a bit weird, because her messages are the first thing I read in the morning, it was a bit odd for her not to text me, she should've texted me hours ago . She is a morning person, which was a bit annoying at first, but now, I'm so used to it.Her texts are the ones I'm looking forward to read everyday when I wake up. I guess the after party finished a bit late last night, I know she's safe with Yassi and Andre, I wouldn't have left her, if I know she isn't safe anywhere. I always make sure of that. That is one of my duties and responsibilities as her loveteam, as her partner in crime, I smiled at the word. We've always associated that phrase for each other, She knows all my secrets, and I know hers, but mostly mine, she knows who I'm dating, coz I always tell her about it. And ask for her advice about them. And she always listens to me, giving me great advices , and just basically being there for me. She believes in me, and trusts me, when even my family sometimes doesn't get what I'm doing anymore, being careless, they don't understand me, but she does, only her. She never left my side, when the world is turning their back on me. She still got my back no matter what . And I love her for that, wait, Back up.. LOVE? no,, I don't mean LOVE, I mean... UUmmm .. okay, I guess , LOVE is the right word. Yeah, I do love her, she is my friend, best friend. right?
I'll make sure to tell her what happened last night, about Julia.
Nadine POV
it's 8 o'clock in the morning, and my hands are itching to text him, did he take his vitamins? did he have breakfast? oh God! I'm the worst friend for leaving him hanging right now, but I'm so mad at him! He doesn't have the right to tell me what to wear!
Who the heck he thinks he is! he's not my boyfriend! And he'll never be one, I know his type, and I know I'm not one of them. He likes , super skinny, super frail, no back bones girly girl, And I can never be like that. But sometimes though, I wish I could, And if I try to wear sexy outfits, even then, he doesn't notice me, instead of seeing his eyes alight? I could see him practically shoving me in a closet so that people can't see me!
Am I such a bad dresser, that he doesn't want to be seen with me wearing sexy dresses?
Well, too bad for him, coz i'm not changing for anyone, and definitely not for him!
12 o'clock
Nadine was already finished rehearsing her lines, and was joking around with some of the cast inside the tent, her laugh can be heard from outside of it,James smiled when he heard her laugh, but when James enterd the set. Nadine stopped laughing, and she glared at him, which didn't go unnoticed by the people in it. James was wearing a white shirt that hugged his body, a sunnies that hides his eyes,When they arrived on the set, they usually give each other a peck on the cheeks, but today was different. James was overly conscious when Nadine is so quiet, it's so unlike her to be quiet. She made him feel like he doesn't exist. He wanted to hug her and tell her he's sorry for acting like a jealous boyfriend, but now, because of her aloofness towards him. It sets him off. If she won't tal to him, then that is so not his problem. They were already halfway on taping, and he is becoming moe miserable by the minute. Everytime he sees her laughing with anyone else, his heart felt like it was being stabbed a thousand times, he is practically hurting now, and he doesn't like the feeling one bit. He ask the director to let him rest a bit, his reason was that he's not actually not feeling well, which was basically true. He feels that Nadine can live without him by herside, and yet , here he is being miserable and all alone, everyone on the set was on her side, she is the light that brightens up the room anyways, with or without him. And he's realizing it now, and his heart and mind feels like it's going to explode with different emotions. You can get through this, just smile even if it's hurting, Man up! he thought to himself.
By the time they went back to taping, he couldn't endure it anymore. She was just happy with everyone else, but when her eyes landed on him, he could see that glare coming from her. He tried to smile at her, even if it's hurting him, that she wasn't responding to him at all. And breaks his heart further. By the time the last scene came, they were to act that they were doing the VIDEOKE , and they're supposed to be sweet with each other.
When the director said ACTION,James began singing the lyrics of On the wings of love, while Nadine put her arms around him, he could smell her perfume on him, and he did'nt realize that he was hugging her back. He missed her so much now, so he bagan to face her to him, and sang the song with more meaning than he meant to, he was looking at her longingly, touching her hair and her shoulders, he wanted to kiss in front of everybody, damn it, why is the kiss not on the script now? maybe he should improvise. but the director shouted CUT, and Nadine took her hands off of him like he was the last thing she wanted to touch.
