"You do know this isn't a relationship right?"

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You rolled your body closer to Justin's, cuddling your head against the warmth of his neck. Justin moaned gently, wrapping his arm around your body.
Your legs tangled with his.
You were in absolute peace. Having his warm body holding you in the morning. It was ever so peaceful.
You slowly opened your eyes as you felt his body slowly slipping away.
He gently laid your head on his pillow before he left the mattress. you peaked an eye open, watching as he pulled his underwear on. He walked around the bed, sneaking out of his bedroom.
You closed your eyes again, digging your face in his warm covers.
They smelled like his Cologne.
You loved it.
You cuddled in his bed, dozing off and on for the next 30 Minutes before you became lonely. You slowly pushed the covers off your body, standing to your feet. You felt so weird being here.
You didn't know if you should make the bed, or just get dressed and leave?
You stood there a good while before deciding to go find him. You walked out his door, reaching the hall. You walked down it before reaching the stairs. You took them slow before reaching his living room. You looked around, roaming the house until you found the kitchen. You looked around, touching the smooth counters. You walked over to the back door, looking out. You saw Justin standing on the back deck, a cigarette hanging from his lips. You bit your bottom lip, staring at his shirtless back. So fucking sexy.
His tattoos making you weak.
You backed away from The door before he noticed. You took a
Seat at the table, your eyes beginning to stare into space. Your brain shooting around five million thoughts at once.
You closed your eyes, covering your face with your palms. You sighed, swallowing the lump in your throat.
You stayed in this state of mind for a good amount of time, until Justin opened the back door. You looked up, seeing him walking in from his smoke.
He smiled at you before closing the door. "Morning." He said, walking closer. "Morning." You Gushingly said. He walked over, leaning down to
You. He placed his lips to yours, kissing you in sync. His lips tasted like smoke and mint toothpaste. It wasn't bad to be honest.
You moaned lowly as he slowly pulled away. He licked over his lips, pulling a chair out. He took a seat, sighing.
He dug through his hair before looking at you. "I was gonna surprise you with breakfast." He said, fiddling around with his lighter.
"I thought you didn't cook." You grinned, your feet rubbing up his leg.
"I don't. But I was going to for you. Since this might be our last time together." He said with a shrug.
You immediately shrugged over. You forgot all about him moving.
You knew this was to good to be.
You swallowed hard, looking down at your lap. The kitchen was silent.
Justin could sense your disappointment. It was very clear.
"Hey now." He said, reaching for your hand. "Don't be like that." He spoke, gripping your hand.
"Keep in mind, this isn't even supposed to be something. Couple months don't the road you won't remember this." He said. You huffed, shaking your head.
"Doubt that." You spoke, avoiding his eyes. He frowned, releasing your hand.
"Why are you being like this?" He asked, leaning back in his chair.
You shook your head.
"You do know this isn't a relationship right?" He questioned, pushing you to your breaking point.
"Yes. You've made that very clear Justin." You said, feeling your throat drying up. "Thanks for the night Justin." You said, standing up.
You left the kitchen, finding your dress on the floor by the front door.
"Baby." Justin said as he followed you.
"Where are you going?" He asked, watching you dress yourself.
"Home." You barked.
Before you could reach for your heel's, Justin turned you to face him.
"So you're just gonna leave like this?" He asked, a little angry.
"You don't understand Justin. This is hard for me." You spoke.
"Not everyone can be so Unsensitive like you. And not develop an attachment for people." You said.
"Justin I'm attracted to you. I've been attracted to you since that night. And what makes all this worse is I know I can't have you. I'm a child. Plus you're
Moving to god knows where." You said, a tear rolling down your cheek.
Justin's face softened after those words were spoken. He stepped to you, pushing your hair behind your ear.
"Just these few Months, you've made a huge impact on my life." You said, looking in his Hazel eyes.
"And when I think I'm over you, it's like we find each other again." You said, crying a little more.
"Shh." He whispered, wiping your cheek with his thumb.
"Don't cry over this." He whispered.
You looked down, wiping your cheeks.
"I had no idea this is how you felt." He spoke, sliding his fingers through his hair. You nodded silently.
"It's bad." You said, meeting his eyes. "It's not bad." He said gripping your hands. "It's cute." He smirked.
"But I'm 21. You're 17." He said, his eyes glancing down your body.
"I'm not about to go to jail, or worse. Being beat up by Cameron." He chuckled, causing you to giggle.
Justin looked in your eyes a few seconds, his wheels turning.
"I'll make a deal with you." He spoke, licking over his lips.
"If you still feel this way when your 19th birthday comes....." He paused.
"We'll give this a try." He said.
You raised your eyebrows.
"What?" You asked, gripping his hands tighter.
"We'll tell Cameron we're hanging out, and we'll see where it goes from there." He nodded.
You slowly smiled, feeling slightly better.
"But what about you moving?" You asked with a cocked eyebrow.
"What do you mean? I can come back for you." He spoke, his fingers gripping your hip. "But for now, take it day by day. Time will fly." He said.
You smirked. "But what if I'm in a relationship when the time comes?" You asked. There were So many questions you wanted to ask him, but you knew your questions were limited.
"I'll tell him to fuck off. I hit it first." He shrugged. You laughed, your face cuddling against his chest.
Justin chuckled, gripping your ass with his big hands. You looked up at him, your fingers rubbing down his chest.
He slowly kissed your lips a few times before pushing your hair around your ear. "Let's go for breakfast." You said, your teeth gripping your bottom lip.
"Right now?" He questioned. His voice raspy. "Mhm." You nodded with excitement. Justin stayed silent, his eyes staring straight into yours. He let out a deep sigh, swallowing hard.
"Alright." He spoke, making you smile.
Later:
Justin pulled his car up to the restaurant, parking beside yours. You smiled at him, stepping out of your car. You closed the door behind you, tossing your purse over your shoulder. You two walked to the door, entering the building. You stood by the hostess stand, waiting to be seated. As you stood there, Justin stood behind you. So close that his crotch was against your ass. You were mentally screaming like the teenage girl you are.
Justin's large hands resting on each of your hips.
"Two?" A lady asked.
"Yes." You said, watching her grab the menus. "Right this way." She said. You smiled, following her through the restaurant. Justin following close behind. She brought you both to a table, setting the menus down.
"Um. Can we have a booth?" Justin said, looking the lady in the eye. "Oh. Sure." She said grabbing the menus once again. She walked you two a little further until setting the menus at a booth. "Thanks." You said, sliding in. Justin then slide beside you. His arm wrapping around your shoulders. "Can I start you two off with drinks?" She asked. The sweetest smile over her red lips.
"Water please." You said.
"Water." Justin nodded.
"I'll have them right out." She said before leaving the booth. You opened your menu, looking over all the breakfast listings. "Can I share your menu babe?" He whispered, curling strands of your hair. You nodded, feeling his eyes watching you from the side. Your nerves growing by the second.
Justin quickly decided on a breakfast meal, and soon after you did as well.
You closed the menu, pushing it aside. You released a sigh before looking over at Justin as he answered a few text messages. "So. Will I get to see you before you leave?" You asked, your fingers fiddling with your dress.
Justin stayed silent a few seconds before looking at you.
"This will probably be our last day." He mumbled, his eyes looking in yours. "But we already talked about this. So don't go crying on me." He winked, giving you chills down your body.
"I won't." You spoke, bitting your bottom lip. "I can't handle that shit."
He spoke pushing his phone in his jean pocket. "Sorry. I forgot you don't know what emotion is." You smirked.
He raised his thick eyebrows.
"Watch it little girl." He said causing you to giggle.
Soon the lady came back with the drinks, taking yours and Justin's order afterwards. You sipped on your water, talking with Justin about life for a good 10 minutes before your meal came out.
You immediately started to eat.
As you two ate, Justin's hand gripped your thigh, sliding it higher until he was satisfied. Yu watched his thumb gently rub your skin. You weren't sure if he even knew he was doing it. He looked so focused on his breakfast.
After you two finished, Justin was about to pull out his wallet when Justin froze. "Fucking hell." He mumbled, his eyes looking straight ahead.
You followed his glare to a tall body walking in the building.
"Cam." Justin said, swallowing hard.

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