Okay guys so this will be a Spoby fanfic. They aren't together yet,but Alison is dead. Spencer didn't expect her death and she found it hard to get used to it so she went in depression. I would really apreciate if you vote it and comment on it! :) I'll try to post daily :)
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*Saturday morning*
Spencer's POV
Ugh. Another day that I need to survive. What's the point in living if youe life is such a bullshit?
I get up,I put on a large-sized T-Shirt and some leggings and go downstairs.
Mom: "Good morning,sweetie! Here is your breakfast and your favourite coffee! Do you want to go shopping today? I saw some really cute dresses."
" I don't know mom. I think I'll just lay in the bed today. I'm a little tired cause I didn't sleep so much so..."
" Oh.. Okay.. Well,I'll be in the town. Call me if you need something. Bye sweetie!" she says as she leaves.
Yay. Home alone. Now I can be who I really am. I take a knife and slide it across my arm. Weird how something so evil can feel so good. But while I'm cutting myself,I hear a knock on the door. I hide the knife,I wipe my blood away and I open the door. And there is... Toby? Toby Cavanaugh?!
"Hi Spencer. I'm working for your dad so he told me that if I need something I can get in the house,so um.. Can I have a glass of water?"
"Um.. sure.." I say as I invite him in and pour some water in a glass. Here you are."
"Thanks. So what were you doing?"
I start to get worried. What if he saw me? Nobody knows that I cut,not even Aria,Emily and Hanna. What if he tells them? I'm not as strong as my best friends,I can't help but cut.
"Me? Um.. nothing.. just staying.."
"Well,do you wanna do something? I can take a break." he says as he smiles. Oh my god. That smile is the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. But I remember I need to answer him so I say " Uh.. I don't really feel like it.. Maybe other time.." I say as I try to smile.
"Oh,okay." he gets up and leaves.
I walk to the bathroom,lock myself in there and wonder why I keep pushing people away. Why?
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A Spoby Story: I'm Safe Now
FanfictionAfter Alison's death,Spencer couldn't take it anymore and had a mental breakdown which led her to depression. Her life is boring and she feels like nothing matters anymore. Until she meets Toby.
