Spencer's POV
When we get at Noel's party,the music is playing loud,everybody is dancing,swimming in the pool,drinking and having fun.
"Hey! You made it!" Noel says and greets Toby,then hugs me.
"How can you throw the best parties?" I ask and smile
"Well,I'm Noel Kahn." he smirks. "Now have yourself to daddy's finest." he says and points to the alcohol. I smile and then go to get some drinks for me and Toby.
"Here." I say and hand him a cup of beer.
Thanks." he smiles and drinks it. "So.. about the kiss.. Was it just to make Wren leave you alone?"
Of course it wasn't, I like Toby! But I just can't be with him,he deserves better,not a boring and depressed girl.
"Yeah.. It was just for him to leave me alone.." I say and look away.
"Oh.. I understand.."
Toby's POV
I know she's lying. She probably doesn't want to hurt me because she.. you know. I'm going to try to prove her she is wrong.
"You wanna join me in the pool?" I ask her with a puppy face.
"Sure.. If I had a swimming suit."
"No problem. Noel bought some. They are in that box,over there."
"Okay,thanks." she says and goes to change. After some minutes,she's back,wearing a super hot red bikini.
"I have to admit it,you look hot."
"Thanks" she says and laughs. "Let's go."
"Can't wait to kick your ass in swimming." he says with a smirk.
"Hahah. I don't think so." I say and we both jump in the pool.
"Ready?" he asks. I nod and then we start,I swim as fast as I can,but I'm to weak for that,so I just stop in the middle of the pool.
"What's wrong?" he asks,swimming to me.
"Nothing.. I'm just.. uh,tired."
"Oh.." he picks me up and we get out of the pool,laying me on the grass as he sits next to me. We look at the stars and I see a meteorit. I wish that I could be happy again.. But who knows when will it happen?..
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When I wake up,Toby's gone. I look around and then I see him kissing a girl. I just can't believe what I saw. I thought.. I walk to Noel Kahn,trying to make Toby notice me and then I kiss him long and passionate. When I pull away,Noel looks at me and I look at Toby. He saw us. Perfect! I turn back to Noel and he kisses me too,this time faster. He puts his arms around my waist and I place my hand on his naked chest. I can feel that Noel is trying to take my top bikini off,but I tell him:
"Not here." He takes my hand and we walk to the closest bedroom. He lays me on the bed and then takes my bikini off. I take his slipers off and now we are completely naked. He starts to run his hands on my body,but it doesn't feel right.
"What if we just kiss now?.. We can do it another time.."
"Of course." he smiles and then kisses me fast and passionate.
After 30 minutes of kissing and cuddling and so on we get dressed and walk back to the party. We were still holding hands,when he told me he would get back to get some drinks. As I wait for him,I see Toby coming. Oh no. What will I tell him? I mean,he saw us going in the bedroom.
"Hey." he says
"Hi"
"So.. um.. how was Noel?"
"He was.. um.. actually I don't wanna talk about this." and as I say that,my phone beeps. I got a text.
"Slutty much? -A"
Oh my god. I start to breath heavy.
"What's wrong?" Toby asks me.
"What? uh.. nothing.. Can you drive me home please?"
"Yeah."
I go to Noel and tell him that I'm leaving and he kisses me. I fake a smile and then leave.
While we are in the car,I get another text.
"Oh Spencer. Didn't you know you are home alone this week? Who knows what I might do tonight? -A"
I'm not alone. Wren is there. Ugh. Wren is there. We arrive and then I tell Toby:
"Thank you. For bringing me home."
"No problem."
"By the way,who was that girl?"
"Just some random one.."
"Then why did you kiss her?.."
"To get your attention?.."
"Well... It worked."
"Really?" he says fully surprised.
"Yup." I say,hugging him. "Good night."
"Good night." he says and kisses my cheek.
When I get in the house,I smell something. Mhm.. Pasta.. Wait. Wren is cooking?!
"Hello Spencah." he says and places a plate on the table.
"Hi. You're cooking?"
"Yes. Want some?"
"Sure." I say and I eat some pasta.
"Wow.. They are really good." I tell him.
"Thanks." he says and smile.
"Well,I'm gonna go take a shower."
I walk upstairs and get in the shower. After I wash myself,I noticed that I forgot the towel. Damn Spencer! Ugh.. I hide behind the door and shout:
"Wren! Can you give me a towel?"
"Coming!" he says.
I open the door slowly and Wren hands me a towel. He almost walked in but I put my towel on very fast so he didn't see me.
"Ugh." he says with disappointment.
"This is the life!" I laugh and then walk to my bedroom to change in pyjamas. I lock all the possibles door and then I tell Wren:
"Good night!"
"Can I sleep with you?"
"I don't know."
"Pleease! I won't be naughty."
"Fine" I sigh and then we walk upstairs. We get in the bed and I turn to my side,but Wren wrapps his arm around me. I sigh,but it's just an arm.. so.. after some time,we both fall asleep.
YOU ARE READING
A Spoby Story: I'm Safe Now
Hayran KurguAfter Alison's death,Spencer couldn't take it anymore and had a mental breakdown which led her to depression. Her life is boring and she feels like nothing matters anymore. Until she meets Toby.