Biggest Fan: A CaptainSparklez Fanfic (Rewriting in progress)

Ch 21 I don't want to live....

POV:Skylar

Later That Night....

I sighed as I opened my eyes and I was still in Jordan's arms.I looked towards him and smiled when I saw that he was asleep.I removed his arms off me slowly trying not to wake him up and got up slowly.I tiptoed into the bathroom and pulled out my phone.3:00pm.I sighed lightly as I pulled open the cabinet."I'm sorry Jordan."I muttered softly."I just can't live anymore."I grabbed some random medicane the was next to the razors and tried to open it.It didn't budge and I kept trying."Skylar?"I heard Jordan's tired voice from the doorway I froze and turned towards him.His eyes widen as he realized what I was doing."NO!"He screamed running towards me trying to get the pills out of my hands."NO!"I screamed as the lip popped open and they all fell over the ground.I broke down into tears and looked up at Jordan."WHAT HAVE YOU DONE CAN'T YOU SEE I WANT TO DIE."I screamed falling to the ground.I felt Jordan's arms around me and he started whispered quietly."It's ok."I let out a cry "I don't want to ive."I kept repeating over and over again to him.He rubbed my back conforting and kissed me on the forehead and kept hugging me for what seemed like hours.He pulled away and looked at me painfully"Skylar I don't think I can stay with you if you keep doing this."I felt pain in my heart."Your-your breaking up with me?"He nooded painfully"I can't stay with you if all you do is cry I care about you but this is too hard."I shook my head"No no no I can change."I reached for his hand but he pulled away."I'm sorry Skylar."He walked out and my heart broke in two and my world came crashing down.I fell to my knees and started to sob again.I got up and walked towards the door and I grabbed my sweatshirt."Skylar where are you going?"I heard Jordan say behind me.I ignored him and pulled my hood up and right as I got out the apartment buliding.I didn't know where I was going but I kept running as hard as I could ignoring the tears pouring down my face and Jordan screaming my name.I stopped in my tracks as I saw lights of a car shining in my face.I was on the side of the rode but got an idea.I jumped in front of the car and the last thing I heard was Jordan's voice "NO!"

OMFG WHY DID I DO THIS STOP(AND I PROMISE NO MORE DEATH I HATE DOING DEATH) -Katty