Biggest Fan: A CaptainSparklez Fanfic (Rewriting in progress)

Ch 20 Pain.

POV:Skyalr

 I sighed as I put down the last box I had brought from the move and flopped down on the couch.Jordan laughed at me and smiled "Already making yourself at home?"I rolled my eyes "Well sorry its difficult to move all my shit."He laughed and sat down next to me and put his arm around me."How does your tummy feel?"He said looking down."Better it's not bleeding so thats good."He giggled softly and I leaned my head on his shoulder.He kissed me lightly on my forehead and he let out a happy sigh."Your cute you know that?"I said looking up at him.He giggled "Whatever your the beautiful one in this."I rolled my eyes "JORDAN MARON YOUR A BEAUTIIFUL MOTHERFUCKER JUST TAKE THE DAMN COMPLEMENT."He let out a loud laugh and smiled at me."I love you Skylar."I smiled and blushed lightly"Love you too boo."He rose an eyebrow"Did you just call me boo?"I blushed lightly and smiled shyly."Yeah."He giggled "Isn't that what you call Ally?"I smiled "Yeah but shes special so shes gets the nickname boo."He giggled.God damn it Jordan stop being so cute I thought to myself as he flashed his cute smile."Don't you need to upload?"I said looking towards him again."Oh.."He said quietly."I forgot."I giggled "Go upload you butt."He groaned "Finnnnneeee."I giggled lightly and pulled out my phone and smiled One new message from Ally.I clicked it and my smile went away.Hey can you call me it's really important.I rose an eyebrow.Ally usally isn't serious.I clicked call on her contact and she answered almost immediatly."Hey."She said with a small sniff."Whats up Al whats so important."She took a deep breath and continued "Your brother he-he..."She stopped in the middle of her sentence and let out a cry."Alison?"I said quietly not wanting to upset her more."He killed himself Skylar his gone!"She sobbed out.I opened my mouth to say something but I stopped and dropped my phone onto the floor and started to sob uncontrollably."NO!!!"I screamed pushing my hair back with both of my hands.I curled into a ball and sobbed loudly and could hear Jordan running out towards me."Skylar what happened?"He said pulling me off the ground.I just let out small cries and Jordan pulled me into a hug."Shhh its ok."He said rubbing my back."Tell me what happened slowly."I sniffed loudly and pulled away."My brother killed himself."I said in almost a whisper.Jordan looked down at his feet and rubbed the back of his head."Skylar I'm sorry."He said quietly.I shook my head"Its not your fault."I said softly trying not to have a breakdown."I have to go to the bathroom."I said quietly walking past him.I locked the door behind me and opened the cabinet and tried to look for what I needed.I let out a sigh as I saw the fimilar look of the blazes and pulled them out.I looked them over before picking the sharpest one.I pulled it towards my wrist and stopped when I remembered the words me and Jordan said "Your beautiful never do that yourself again"I won't"Promise?"I promise."Pinky promise?"Pinky promise."I put the blade down and flopped down on the floor letting out small crys and sniffed softly.I sat up slowly and looked at myself in the mirror one last time.My makeup was smeared all over my face and my usually dark long straight hair was now messy with hairs sticking up in random places with tears all over my face from crying.I sighed lightly as I unlocked the door and shoved my hands into my pocket and walked with my eyes looking at my feet.I laid down on the couch and burried my face into my hands."Skylar."Jordan said softly I glanced up at him and looked at him with teary eyes."Please remember I'm here for you and if you need to leave and see your mom then I'm ok with that."I smiled painully at him and shook my head "I'm fine really."He shook his head not wanting to believe my fake smile."No your not Skylar."I let my smile disapper and looked back down and my feet.I felt his arm around me and I looked up into his brown eyes and pecked him on the lips."I love you Jordan."I muttered softly."I love you too Skylar."

WAAAAAA I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW I FELL BAD DHFJSGJFGJHFGJF -Katty