Lost Love

We're Over

"Oh shit." I said as I heard a very familiar voice curse. I immediately got off Niall and stood up, trying to see who it was. Once I got a glance my heart dropped.

"Alexcis? Niall? What the- how...why!!!" Louis yelled.

"Louis it's not what you think!" Niall said as he stepped in front of me.

"You mean you weren't just about to fuck my girlfriend?!"

"Lou pl-"

"No! Don't talk Alexcis. I thought you were different. I thought I had actually found the right girl whom I can be with. One who cuddles with me or laughs at my cheesy jokes or watches a movie with me and we'd have great sex! But I guess you had other plans.."

Lou please just let me explain." I said practically sobbing.

"What's there to explain? You lied to me, we're over." With that he turned around and walked away.

I dropped to my knees and cried and cried and cried. Niall tried comforting me but I pulled away. Right now I didn't need anybody but Louis. I had lost the best thing in my life because of MY mistake. What the hell is wrong with me!! How do I always manage to mess shit up?

"Alexcis, please. Come on let's put some clothes on." He grabbed my arm and helped me get dressed.

"Do you want me to drive you home?" I nodded my head. He stood up and carried me to my car. The ride home was silent. An uncomfortable silence. Usually I wouldn't mind or I'd turn on the radio but not this time. I was just too sad. Too empty to even think this was real. Maybe I'll wake up and this will just have been a dream. Louis will be next to me comforting me and whispering sweet nothings. Sadly that wasn't the case.

"Alexcis?" Niall called me out of my depressing thoughts. "We're home."

I took off my seatbelt and opened the car door. I slowly trudged my way to the entrance knowing I had to face everyone that was still here. Niall had unlocked the door since he had my keys. As soon as the door opened everyone's eyes landed on me. I looked around the room to see disappointment filling the room. I held back my tears as hard as I could but it was so hard.

"Hey." I choked out. Liam stood up, letting go of Mariyah's hand.

"Can we talk?" He asked. I nodded my head. For some reason I was scared. Liam was like a fatherly figure to me. Something I never had. We walked into the kitchen and stood in silence for a bit. How I hate the silence today.

"Why?" Liam asked.

"I...I don't know. It didn't mean anything. We didn't even get far anyway." I looked down to my hands.

"That doesn't mean what you did was ok. Louis called saying he wasn't coming back. I asked him why and he told me what happened. If he hadn't caught you would it have gone any farther?"

I thought for a moment if I would actually gone any farther. To anyone else I would have told them what they wanted to hear but Liam will actually listen to me, unlike other people. I was going to give him an honest answer.

"Honestly, probably."

"I thought you loved Lou."

"I do! I just...got caught in the moment."

"That still doesn't serve you the right to break his heart."

"What about my heart?! My heart was broken too! He broke up with me Li. What am I suppose to do now? I always mess shit up. My heart has been broken too many times to fix. When I met Lou I thought he could actually fix it. I know what I did was wrong. I know, but he could have at least let me explain! But he didn't. So why don't you ask him what the fuck is his problem."