Lost Love

Bi-polar Feelings

Niall POV:

As I sat talking to Justin and watching the girls football match, I couldn't help but notice Louis kept looking at Alexcis and my blood began to boil. I tried to pay attention to Justin to get my mind off of Alexcis and Louis and how much I wanna - no I can't do that. That's one of my BEST mates GIRLFRIEND. Ugh I hate this.

"Niall? You alright, mate?" He asked me.

"Yeah fine." I said through gritted teeth," YOU KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY-"

I was cut off by Louis calling for everyone for dinner.

I stood with my beer in my hand and began to walk over to Louis and his grill. But only to see Alexcis run up to him and wrap her arms around his neck and tilt her head backwards to meet his lips.

I walked past Louis, harshly brushing his shoulder against mine. He turned and stared at me, along with Alexcis and everyone else but I didn't care. I got my food, thanked Louis for cooking it, and sat back in my old spot.

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After everyone was done eating we left the park and headed back home. We were sitting roasting marshmallows over an open fire in the backyard. It was pretty cold out so the fire was what was keeping us all warm. All the boys were sitting with their girlfriends or just talking to one of the other girls; playfully hitting each other, kissing, hugging, then there's Alexcis and Louis. She's straddling his lap and they are looking tenderly into each others eyes, she was giggling, and had his hands on his chest. My adrenaline began to pump and I threw my stick and marshmallow into the fire and stormed off into the house.

I ran upstairs and into a random room, not caring which. I just needed to leave and get away from everyone.

I ran up to the bed and laid in the bed. My head facing the pillow and lying there, completely emotionless just lying there.

I heard the door softly open and close. I kept my face buried in the pillow, not wanting to look up no matter how much my conscious was telling me to.

"Hey," I heard a soft voice say. I kept my face buried into the pillows.

"Why'd you run of like that," the voice asked sitting on the edge of the bed. The person there was softly rubbing their hands along my back.

"Ni. Please talk to me," I finally picked my head and turned it to the side to see Alexcis sitting on the side of the bed next to me.

My eyes widened and I jumped backwards. Her face flushed with sadness mixed with a twinge of.... Anger?

"Okay fine then I was just trying to cheer you up. You know whatever come back when you're ready. Asshole." she said standing up and walking towards the door.

"No! Alexcis! Wait." I said jumping off the bed and slamming the door as she opened it. She turned around. And looked from my feet up to my eyes. I kept staring into her eyes. I guess we couldn't stand here awkwardly much longer.

"Alexcis, I-" she cut me off by pressing her finger to my lips. Oh my God.

Alexcis POV

I pressed my fingers to his lips as I was against the door and him in front of me, arms on either side of me. I didn't like saying it but, I liked it like this. I mean I love Louis but- hold on I just said LOVE. Well I mean I've always wanted to find the right guy, and I know every little girl wants that but... I have really wanted it more than any other girl because- I was cut off from finishing my thoughts when I felt Niall's lips pressed against me. His lips were soft, his kiss was sweet. To my surprise, I kissed him back. I shifted my hands, intertwining my fingers in his hair. His hands moved onto my back, pushing me up to the wall... hard. I started fidgeting with the hem of his shirt fixing to pull it off.

"I love you Alexcis. I've always loved you," Niall softly who was trailing kisses from my lips to my jaw line. I let out a subtle moan. There was a knock at the door.

"Babe? Niall? We are all waiting for you downstairs we're worried about you, Niall. We're downstairs if Niall just needs time to talk and... Erm.... Kay. So yeah. Be downstairs" We heard the voice through the door. We both knew it was Louis'. Niall let me go and we stepped away from each other. We knew what we did was wrong but being caught was even worse even if Louis didn't ACTUALLY see.

"Niall-" I began.

"No... I know. You love me too but you love Louis more and you hope we can be friends... I've heard this a million times. Whatever." he said as he walked out and I followed in close pursuit. He ran downstairs and yelled a quick goodbye to everyone and ran out.

"Sooooo what happened," asked Emily from across the room after about two minutes of awkward silence. I thought about what the right thing to say since everyone was looking at me.

"Looks to me like someone is on their period!" I laughed awkwardly. The girls laughed where as the guys seemed uncomfortable. Typical. I noticed Emily had walked over to my side.

"Seriously, what happened?" She scrunched her eyebrows.

"In simple words...he's fucking bi-polar. I can't tell what he wants." I shaked my head and looked around the room.

"Do you know where Niall lives?" I asked Emily.

"No but one of the guys might, why?"

"I have an idea."

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Heeeeeeeeeeey c: The story is not over as you can see thanks to @EmilyTorrance she wrote most of it. If you didn't like it... BLAME HER. Hehe jk if you didn't then suck it kay? Kay c; If you have questions inbox me or put it in the comments.

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~ Lexcis