-when she loved me-

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*FEMALE READER*
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Depression, mentions of suicide, death, strong language
*read at your own risk*

A/N: PLAY THE SONG
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Jan 15th, 2015 12:28 am

Mark: I miss you.

Mark: why did you have to leave...

Mark: can't you see how much it hurts?

Mark: I love you.

Jan 26th, 2015 6:45 pm

Mark: I haven't texted you in a while.

Mark: I hardly have time to see you...

Mark: goddammit why did you have to leave me...

Mark: I know you loved me too...

Mark: I'm pathetic...

Feb 14th, 2015 7:09 am

Mark: happy Valentine's Day.

Mark: Wade is trying to get me to find a date for tonight...

Mark: but it just doesn't feel right...

Mark: I still love you. And miss you. Please come back to me...

Mar 12, 2015 3:07 pm

Mark: I haven't texted you since Valentine's Day.

Mark: hell...

Mark: I haven't even gone to visit you since Valentine's Day.

Mark: why am I so pathetic?..

Mark: look at me... Texting my dead girlfriend...

Mark: I love you.

May 27, 2015 2:54 am

Mark: hey...

Mark: I feel like I should stop texting your number...

Mark: but then I feel like there's something missing.

Mark: there's this big piece of me that longs to have you here again.

Mark: do you have any idea how hard it's been?

Mark: I act like I'm okay but I'm not. I'm really fucking not.

Mark: I just.. Miss you... So very much...

July 31, 2015 1:47 pm

Mark: it's my fault.

Mark: I just realized.

Mark: it's all my fucking fault.

Mark: I sent you that text message. You were about to respond. And bam. That car hit.

Mark: oh my god.

Mark: I am so sorry.

Mark: what am I even saying. Sorry doesn't bring you back.

Mark: I didn't deserve someone as great as you...

Mark: please...

Mark: just...

Mark: come back to me (Y/n)...

Mark: tell me this is just one long nightmare.

Mark: tell me even if it's a lie.

Mark: I love you and miss you so much. It physically hurts.

Mark: I'm the reason you aren't here with me now...

Aug 2, 2015 7:58 pm

Mark: tonight's the night I end it all.

Mark: I'll finally be able to see you again.

Mark: I love you.

Mark: so please don't hate me when I get there.

Mark: I've missed you so much..

Mark: alright. Here it goes. I'll see you soon.

*read Aug, 2, 2015 7:59 pm*

(Y/n): I've missed you too.

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