Endless Nights

4

His hands roamed my body, every touch I became lost with his hands. Our breathing was the only sound I could hear. Our bodies tangled with one another as I have my head back as he leaves traces of gentle kisses. Closed eyes with an open mind but in this moment no thoughts were running. Just two pairs of lips devouring one another. He took off his shirt as he rolled us over. I can feel my face flush as I remove mine. He just stared with pure lust,maybe even more than that I just can't think. Thinking leads to negative incomes. "Wow...you're so...beautiful." Michael says as he eyes me from my face down. "I know it's cliche but you are. Every inch of you is..so effortlessly." He rubs my thigh softly. I stare back at him the way you would first glance at your crush. 

He smiles cheekily as he runs a strand of hair behind my ear. I touch his hand and took it with my small one. He had small tattoos along his knuckles and along the back. I couldn't help but to wonder what they mean to him. 

"Thats the first one I ever gotten." his voice is raspy but soft. His eyes looked at the one I was touching which was a simple X. I half smile thinking how Michael got his first tattoo. I could imagine him acting like its no big deal when actually he was nervous as hell. I can feel his eyes on our hands intertwined. 

How is it we can feel like we have been with someone for years when you've just meet? Like everything you are doing with that person beside you seems so comfortable. Yet when it comes to those we have known the longest we hide. We hide what were feeling, we hide the truth of one another. Maybe its the feeling to how the new feeling they give us when they don't know a single thing about you. Or the fact that the lies don't begin when our problems are out in open. Whatever it is I like how I don't have to tell him my story how everything is complicated or the fact that I can't be able to love someone again. I'm afraid this is just lust like he simply likes the idea of me not who I am. As might as well take advantage when the person is doing the exact same thing. 

Every touch every kiss I forget how this is all a game this is nothing more than a monopoly game. He grabs my hips so rough as he pins me to the bed. His legs right between mine. He leaves a trail of soft kisses, he stops at my breast and unclasps my bra. I look away as he stares down at me with eyes filled with reassurance. 

"Look at me." he whispers I turn my head slowly and see those bright,green, round eyes. 

He grins and says "I could stare at you and never look away." I half smile but I couldn't get any words to form. I cant think I feel like I can't breathe as if  I'm running quickly to place of getaway. 

With ease he climbed inside my body. In that moment I knew this will be the last time I see those pair of green eyes.