TOXIC LOVE

I WISH

Sorry for being late, there was some emergency ....

Okay and finally a chapter on Manik's POV so yeah carry on ...

Manik Malhotra entered the house and collapsed in front of the sofa.

     
              I wish Nandini I could hug u tight right now. I am tired. I am exhausted. Nandini I can't fight anymore. I need u, my heart needs u. I need your support, your shelter, your warmth and every bit of you.

             Nandini, why don't u understand what I am unable to say. Read through my eyes Nandini. You are my shinning star and I need u to shine for me now.

               You know my heart skipped a thousand beats when I saw u for the first time after almost two years. How happy I was to see u again after almost two years, I felt so alive.

             Nandini , I wish I could say u how breathtakingly beautiful u were looking that night at the party. I so wanted to embrace u in my arms, but again...... I couldn't.

             I don't want u to stay here, it kills me inside to be so near yet so far from u .

                 I wish I did not have to stop today and we could be together for some more time, but fate doesn't want us together.

             I looked up at the stars from the large window.

               Nandini I know u think I have forgotten you, I have forgotten us, but trust me I remember everything...each moment of us. I remember the warmth of your breath, the bliss of your touch and every single thing about u. There wasn't a single moment in all these months when I didn't gave u on my mind. You were there in each moment of mine.

                I am sorry for what happened today but I still loved it..... I still loved being with u. I don't know how to face u tomorrow. Each moment I am fighting with myself, my heart. Nandini it's better for u to leave. I don't know how long I will be able to do this with u around me all the time.

               I still lo... l.. O shut up Manik, get a grip on yourself. Nothing will be the same again and she is not for u. Shut your heart with all your feelings locked in it and just let her love her life happily.

               The day has been quite phenomenal and I loved each moment spent with her. I wish thus day never ended.

Sorry again for being miserably late and then giving such a small update. I had written once but it got deleted and hence this small thing. This chapter was not very incidental but important. Please say how is it going and do not forget to vote n comment pleaseeeee..... .