After 1 month you get used to live without Jesse. Of course you still miss him, but you know that he will never come back.
It's July 16 and it's James' birthday. James wakes up and you jump on his bed.
You: Happy birthday!
James: Oh god! You scared me!
You: Sorry….Happy BDay *smile*
James: Thank you *smile*
You: it's your birthday and I will make it your best birthday ever *smile*
James: Really?
You: Really *smile* I won't cry I will just smile *smile*
James: Good *smile*
You: So…how can I make this your best birthday?
James: Hmm… I don't know *smile*
You: Why are you smiling?
James: What…I can't smile?
You: Of course you can *smile*
James: You can make the best BDay by… giving me a kiss *smile*
You: A…kiss?
James: On a check *smile*
You: Ok *smile*
You kiss James on his check.
James: That's it?
You: What do you mean?
James: You have to do it like this.
James lies you down and goes on top of you. He smiles at you and kisses you on the check.
James: See…that's how you do it *smile*
You: James…
James: Yes.
You: This looked like…a…couple…
James: Oh…I'm sorry…if it's uncomfortable for you.
You: No just…it was weird…
James: Sorry…
You: It's your BDay *smile* I won't ruin it.
James: Don't worry *smile* you won't ruin it just because of a stupid kiss…we are best friends.
You: You are right.
James: So…what did you have in mind for my BDay?
You: First *smile* I made you breakfast!
James: Nice *smile*
You: And when you eat breakfast I will show you the next surprise *smile*
James: Good *smile*
After breakfast James hugs you.
You: Why are you hugging me?
James: I want to see what's next.
You: You will see *smile*
James: Great.
You: But we have to drive there.
James: Drive?
You: Yes, drive *smile*
James: Let's go then!
You: Let's go!
