James: We are going to stay together?
You: Of course *smile*
James: What about Jesse? You two will still be friends?
You: Yes… and he wants to meet little Jesse.
James: Yeah…
You: Are you ok?
James: Yes just…I always had Jesse for my son and now…
You: Now Jesse will have two fathers…You and Jesse.
James: But Jesse is his real father.
You: And?
James: What do you mean?
You: I mean that it doesn't matter. Jesse will have you and Jesse. He will have two fathers.
James: Is this good?
You: Well…yeah…I mean…he will have two fathers who love him with all their heart.
James: But I'm not his real father.
You: I get it *smile*
James: Why are you smiling?
You: You are scared that he will love Jesse more than you.
James: No….yes *sad*
You: He will be happy to have two fathers *smile*
James: Why?
You: He will have more presents on his BDay *smile*
James: Really *smile*
You: Don't worry about that *smile and hug him*
After lunch you take your son to Jesse. James wanted to go with you, at first you didn't agree, but then you let him.
James: He is in your old house?
You: Yes.
James: I know it's weird but I want to be with you.
You: Yeah it's weird…a little *smile*
James: I hope you are not mad?
You: Of course not *smile*
James: And Jesse?
You: I hope he won't mind.
James: Me too *smile*
You knock on the door and Jesse opens it.
You: Hey *smile*
Jesse: Hey *smile*
You: I brought someone with me.
Jesse: I know *smile*
You: No I….James is with me.
Jesse: Oh *sad*
You: You are not mad right?
Jesse: No… Where is he?
You: He is with Jesse looking flowers.
Jesse: Come in.
You: Ok.
You step into the house and sit on the couch.
You: Are you sure you are ok?
Jesse: Yes, I'm fine *smile*
You: Before you say something…
Jesse: Is something wrong?
You: No just….James wants to be a part of Jesse's life.
Jesse: Oh…I understand.
You: He is with Jesse from the beginning and Jesse is like a real son to him.
Jesse: I expected this.
You: He is also afraid *smile* that Jesse will love you more than him.
Jesse: It would make sense…I mean…I'm his real father.
You: I know*smile*
Jesse: Can I see him now?
You: Sure *smile* I will go get him.
Jesse: Come in the back side of the house.
You: Ok.
You go for James and Jesse. You all step in the house and go to the back side of the house. You hold Jesse in your arms and James was behind you.
You go to Jesse and say: Jesse…this is your son and his name is Jesse *smile*
Jesse almost starts to cry, because of his happiest. He comes close to you and smiles.
You: You want to hold him in your arms?
Jesse: Can I? *smile*
You: Of course *smile*
You put him slowly in his arms. Jesse holds him carefully and starts smiling. He kisses him on his forehead. Jesse smiles at you and says: “This is my son, my son.” You smile back at him and then you look to James. He almost falls in tears and goes outside.
Jesse: Is he ok?
You: I will go after him. Can you stay with Jesse?
Jesse: Sure.
