I'm sick of the life I'm living. I'm done with being such a useless tool. I don't want to live anymore. The only reason I stayed was because of you but I can't bear to see you lying in that bed anymore. The doctor gave me meds and I'm going to take the whole bottle before you wake up. I'm not letting you convince me otherwise. Please don't do anything stupid and take care of yourself. I love you, Min Yoongi.
