You usually drank too much at parties. I understood that you didn't want to feel anymore but I had to take care of you and that was a lot of work. I was much younger than you but I felt like the oldest when you were drunk. I had to calm you down because you would get into fights with strangers when you were wasted. Whenever you were sober I'd tell you to quit drinking so much but you'd always ignore me or walk away.
