TRIGGER.....if you are or have struggled with cutting
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she cab feel the pieces od her breaking
once she had glued them together, not strong enough
the pieces of her falling one by one
she can feel the pain building up within her
gravity slipping away from her
the pain growing stronger and stronger
with every second that dies away
she dies with it
her fake smile is cracking with every breath she takes
the pressure building up faster
her bones crack
her body goes cold
her blood stops circulating
her lungs stop breathing
her heart stops beating
quickly she reachers over grabbing the blade before its too late
carving lines into her broken reality
starting out fast the slowing as the feel the pain escaping her soul from her torn creases
her bones stitch themselves together
she feels warmth
her blood circulates
her lungs breathe
her heart starts beating
her pain becomes manageable
shes still terrified
her locks herself within her ribs and throws away the key
alone she hide from the daylights
alone she cries in the night
alone she faces the world
alone she is left at war
alone shes lost in the life
alone she will lose this fight
YOU ARE READING
On The Inside
PoesiaPoetry I wrote, about my life and hopefully it will relate to others who have been abused or hurt or who have at one point, been broken girls....Its about what we hide, on the inside.
