On The Inside

In The End

break my smile

break my soul

arnt you ashamed of what you stole?

inside I died

at night I cried

I put on a smile

try not to frown

you tore my whole world down

did you laugh at my pain?

did you feel shame?

I trusted you

loved you too

you would never hurt me right?

wrong, you started a war and I lost the fight

sacrafice my life for you "game"

if only you could see my pain

you made me feel dirty and disgustin

you were never worth trusting

your threats kept me quiet

it was hard to hide it

lock myself in my soul

it was MY life you stole

I finally broken the chains you locked tight

finally I did something right

I got free and ran fast

ill never look back

now your weak and im strong

im right and your wrong

you won the fight but I won the war

no longer will you keep me on the floor

ill put myself back together

fight the bad weather

stitch my tears

find my reason to care

 I hope you feel the pain I felt and still feel

no longer can you break my heart of steel

I hope you cr yourself to sleep

I hope throughout the day you weep

I hope your as scared as I am

I bet this wasnt your plan

I hope you spend your days in the dark

lock you away and throw away the key

now you will see what its like to be me

you beat me up and broke me down

made me give up and made me give in

but I still won the war in the end