I'm Trying
I'm trying my best to smile
When all I want to do is cry,
Thanks to you
This is an act I've mastered
To hide what I feel inside.
I'm trying to block it out
But the word worthless is ringing through my brain
Because that's how you make me feel
And now I'll never be the same.
I'm trying to hold back the tears
Because I don't want to let you win,
To give you the satisfaction
Of seeing me hurt again.
Really, all I'm doing
Is trying to move on
But it is so much harder
Than I first thought.
