Update.
My life constantly revolves on some things others may not deem important.
"What if?" "What's the outcome?" "Will it benefit others?" "Will I leave a permanent mark in someone's brain?" "Am I even that that satisfactory?" "Do people lie to me so that I can just be quiet?" "Why do I look at myself in the mirror every day, and ask, 'Is that what I really look like?'"
It's quite frustrating. Especially when other people see it all as a joke.
"Haha just smile!" "That's funny I'm totes depressed too!!!" "Why does everything trigger you?"
Why are you so stupid.
Why can't people see that mental illnesses are real and not just "phases"? It's annoying and ticks me off. And then, people ask why I get hostile all of a sudden.
I wonder why.
But, hey, I can't control other people. It's not right. At all. But at the same time, some just don't learn. And that's when I'll start yelling at you. Because if after time and time again you still don't get the point? We have a problem.
Thanks.
