What I could never have

Chapter 32

*Niall's P.O.V*

I'm starting to get worried about Taylor. Everyone is. Louis isn't even allowed in there. She loves Louis. The only people that can go in are Sarah, Sasha, and Hunter. Sasha has brought food up, but she comes down with almost the same amount of food. If you pass her room she's usually crying. Sasha and Sarah have stopped talking to me. Everyone is upset. Was it something I said? at dinner I decided to speak up. "Ok. So you guys hate me now. Ok. I don't hate you, but will someone please tell me why?!?!?" "Because you wouldn't listen to anyone." A small voice comes from the edge of the room. I turn around and there's Taylor standing in her sweatpants and sweat shirt looking gorgeous really. "Before any of you guys start talking, I owe you all an explanation." Everyone looks confused except Sasha. She has her arms out nodding. Taylor goes and sits next to her. "Niall, you need to know that I love you. And that I will never stop loving you. I broke up with Hunter yesterday. Haley will never be enough for you. She is conceited and a bitch. When you left to get drinks, she slapped me. Pogo was upset that she slapped me, but he wasn't attacking her." she stopped. The entire time she was looking me in the eye. She turned to everyone else. "Now. I'm sorry for lying to you. When you asked me about the scars on my wrists, I lied. Although it was partly true, that wasn't the entire reason. Louis, remember when you put a blindfold on me, I screamed? Well I'm not afraid of the dark. The blindfold brought back memories of when I was a kid up until about a year ago." She paused and took a deep breath. "My dad, he used to..." I could tell that it was hard for her to say. "He used to beat me and sexually abuse me." Everyone's mouths dropped. Except Sasha's. She turned and held Taylor. "It started when I was three. Even after the cops took him away, I kept having nightmares. Now I just have flashbacks every time something would happen that's similar. He used to blind fold me. And twist my wrists. And punch me in the jaw." "Why wouldn't you tell us this?" Louis was the first to go off. "Please don't shout." She flinched backwards. "How could you not tell us this?" his voice was softer. "I didn't want your pity. I didn't want you guys to feel sorry for me." She's avoiding my eyes. Why won't she look at me? "Taylor, please no more secrets." Liam looks so sad. I don't know what I should do. I like Haley a lot. Why doesn't everyone else like her? Shes kind and sweet and funny and pretty. "Niall? Are you gonna answer your phone?" Harry's voice snaps me back to reality. "Yeah." I pick it up. "Hello?" "Hi Niall!!" Haley's voice fills my ears. "Hi Haley. How are you?" "I'm great now that were talking. Say, can I come over? I'm really lonely and I wanna talk to you." "Ok. Sure. Ill see you in a bit." "Bye Niall!! I love you!" "Bye Haley." Everyone is giving me a death glare. "I'm sorry ok? What am I supposed to do?" Taylor looks me in the eyes. "Do you love me?"

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BUM BUM BUMMMMMMM you know you love me ;) aha sorry it's so late. I've just had a lot of drama going on. My friend and I had a fight *cough cough* cherry *cough cough* we got that resolved though. My boyfriend broke up with me again and asked another girl to homecoming right in front of me. I didn't get home til one Saturday night and had to get up at seven that morning. I have a cold and honestly want to die right now. I'm sorry for making you wait an read this whole long thing, but I just need to tell someone. Kay thanks. Love you my snowflakes.

~Kaylyn