Gone for good.

Chapter 1

"Jason" I scream just loud enough for him to hear me over his music. I hear his feet pattering up the stairs. "What?" he says as he peaks his head through the door and notices me holding his phone. "What the fuck are you doing with my-" I cut him off mid sentence "Who's Abby..." I say trying to hide the pain behind my voice. His face drops, as if I know something I wasn't supposed to. I knew it. "She's a friend from work." he lies. "Oh, well she texted you telling you she had a great time last night, and she thinks she's falling in love with you." I swallow back my tears. "I thought you were going to the bar with David last night, what the fuck happened to meeting up with David?" I seethed. He doesn't say anything. The pain in my voice comes through as I try  not to cry in front of him, I don't want him to think that he's won. "Should I text her back telling her you love her too? Or is it to soon."I spit out. "Baby, I-I'm sorry... She means nothing to me" he says. I grab my bag and go to our bedroom to pack my things, I've been with him or 2 years, 2 fucking years I gave him everything. All of my trust, love, and he does this. Something sparkling catches my eye on my finger as i begin to reminisce about that beautiful day...

"Baby with this is a promise to you. I will always be right here, never let you leave, always protect you, and by far never ever hurt you. He stood up from the picnic around you both. The sun was going down and it melted over his big brown eyes,  his light brown hair fell into his eyes as the wind blew it, his mouth was in a worried smile. He finished his sentence "If you accept it also means that I one day will give you a real ring as you walk down the aisle" You nodded. He put it on your index finger and kissed you, "I love you" he said as he broke away from the kiss. "I love you" you smiled back.

My memory stopped as he came in crying, screaming "You can't do this, you can't just leave".  All of my stuff was packed. I made a move for the door, he automatically blocked it off from your reach. I looked him dead in the eye "Do you love her". He didn't answer. That was good enough. I took off my promise ring and threw it at him, and pushed past him making my way to the door. I ran down the stairs hearing him screaming "No, Madison, I don't love her". It was to late. The front door burst open. He was following me, but I didn't care, I opened up my car door, and drove away. As I looked back. I saw him standing in the driveway, he fell to his knees and started to cry. I just kept driving, scared of what was to come. 

Once I finally reach a gas station I broke down and cried, not knowing where I'm gonna stay, or what I'm going to do. Who was going to care, I moved out of my old house leaving my best friend behind. I gave it all up for him, all of my friends. I would have given him the world, because he told me I was his world. And I believed him. Just another stupid girl falling for some guy who tells her loves her, and always will. My contacts are full of people who don't care about me. Before I knew what I'm doing, I'm dialing my best friend and old roommate. "You've reached the voice mail box of Dylan Warsen". I left her a voicemail of crying not being able to get words out I gave up, and pressed the red end button. She was most likely asleep. It was late, and dark outside. The kind of dark where you can't see in front of you. The  time on my car read 1:38 am. My head insistently collided with my head rest, my cries grew louder and louder. To the point where I couldn't breath.

After a solid 10 minutes of freaking the fuck out. I decided I really needed a place to stay... I called an old friend, one who I haven't talked to since me and Jason started dating. He was my childhood best friend, he lived directly next door and he was there for everything. When my parents got divorced, when Sydney Freemen said my butt was small, and when no one asked me to homecoming, he brought me flowers and asked me himself. He was everything a girl could want in a best friend and more. Sadly we got into a huge fight when i started dating Jason, and we haven't talked since, but the last thing he said to me was "I'll be here when he brakes you're heart Mads..." He picked up on the first ring. His voice sounded groggy, "Hello? Is everything okay Mad?" I broke down and cried, the words wouldn't come out of my mouth. "Come over, your room will be ready in 10 minutes".