I Wont Give Up On Us

Chapter 3

It was the first day back at Uni since the whole incident with Joey and with me trying to take my life. Me, Sawyer, Tyler, Finn and Jack all walked into Uni, I was holding Sawyer's hand...I took a deep breath.

"Soph, me and Finn have to go and give a uni talk, will you be ok?" Jack asked me. I looked at Jack and Finn, at first I didn't hear what they said because all I could picture what has happened.....and everyone's voices were blurred. Sawyer gave me a nudge.

"Hmmm" I said, looking at Jack and Finn.

"Will you be ok? me and Finn have to go and give a uni talk." Jack said.

"I'll be fine, I have these boys," I said and gave Jack and Finn a hug.

Me, Tyler and Sawyer all went outside and sat under a tree.

I laid down in between Sawyer's leg and he started to stroke my hair, Sawyer noticed some of my hair in his hand and he quickly put it on the grass. 

"You ok hun?" Tyler asked me.

"I'm in pain but I'll be ok, I just hope I don't see Joey," I said and as soon as I said that Joey appeared.

I sat up and grabbed Sawyer's hand.

"Look, Sophie, I just wanna say how sorry I am, I never meant for things to get out of hand as it did, it killed me seeing you laying in that hospital bed with wires and tubes all around you! All of those awful things I did to you! I know you are a lovely girl and I hope you find a place in your heart to forgive me." Joey said and sat down.

"You want me to forgive you! How do you expect me to forgive you after all of the years you've bullied me! I really liked you, Joey. I thought you were different and I know what you said to Tyler......You said that you didn't force me to take the tablets but in a way you did! You humiliated me in front of everyone when you pushed me into the fountain! Me taking the tablets was the only way out of it but I didn't work!" I said.

"Oh give over Sophie! I didn't force you to take the tablets, you took them yourself, you can't blame me for that!" Joey said.

"Don't you dare talk to her like that! Who the hell do you think you are?!" Sawyer said.

"What you gonna do?" Joey said.

"Babe, please don't he's not worth it!" I said.

"Wait.....Are you two dating?" Joey said.

"We're getting married!" I said showing him my ring.

"Ha, I feel sorry for you Sawyer!" Joey said and left.

Sawyer gave me a hug.

"Are you sure you wanna marry me?" I said.

"Of course, I'm sure, Don't listen to Joey, he's just a stupid little boy," Sawyer said and gave me a kiss.

I was sitting outside alone as Sawyer and Tyler went to get lunch when Joey and Shane came over.

"What do you want?" I asked looking out for Sawyer and Tyler.

"Just want to talk," Joey said.

"Look, Joey has said how sorry he is, why won't you forgive him?" Shane said.

"Because I can't.......I've had enough of him bullying me and he has to get someone else to do all the talking for him!" I said looking for Sawyer and Tyler.

Joey lent over to me and whispered in my ear.

"You think your so special just because you're dating Sawyer, he will leave you and he will break your heart!"

"You're wrong. Sawyer will never leave me, he loves me" I said and I saw Tyler and Sawyer coming over.

Joey still had his hand on my leg, Sawyer saw this from the distance and came running over, Tyler followed.

Sawyer shoved Joey off me.

"Don't you dare touch her!" Sawyer said.

Joey and Shane left.

Sawyer gave me a hug.

"You ok sweetie?" Sawyer asked me.

"Could be better.......Joey said you will leave me and break my heart!!" I said.

"First things first.....I will never leave you...I love you too much......I will never break your heart. Don't listen to Joey and Shane.....They are jealous of our relationship and they are trying to break us up because they want to see you hurt. We are going to prove them wrong...We are going to prove everyone wrong!" Sawyer said and gave me a kiss.

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It was my 4th Chemotherapy, every time I walked into the hospital, all I could hear was the ticking of the clock! The ticking got louder and louder as I walked up to the room. I had Sawyer with me which made the trip easier but I was still so scared. We sat down and Sawyer took my hand to calm me down.

"You ok Hun?" Sawyer asked me, Sawyer knew deep down that I wasn't ok but he's the kind of guy who is so caring and loving.

"I'm scared but....I've done this so many times and yet I'm still scared," I said.

Sawyer was about to reply when we saw the doctor come out of the room to get me.

"Miss Harris?" The doctor said.

I took a deep breath and gave Sawyer a kiss and went with the doctor.

I walked into the room, I sat in my chair and waited for the needle.

I started to talk to someone.

"Hi, I'm Tony," Tony said.

"I'm Sophie, nice to meet you," I said.

"So, if you don't mind me asking, are you single?" Tony asked me.

"No, I'm engaged" I replied.

"He's a lucky guy," Tony said.

I just gave a smile.

"If you don't mind me asking, what type do you have?" I asked.

"Oh, I have testicular cancer, what about you?" Tony said.

"I have cervical cancer for the second time" I replied.

"Poor love," Tony said.

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Tony and I became good friends through our chemo sessions, we both left the room laughing.

Sawyer came up and hugged me.

"Tony, I would like you to meet my future husband Sawyer," I said.

"Hi, nice to meet you," Tony said

"Likewise," Sawyer said.

"See you next week?" Tony said.

"See you then," I said.

"So, how was it today?" Sawyer asked me.

"Painful but it was good to have someone to talk to, I mean I just hope that it hasn't spread" That's the only thing I'm petrified about, in the future I want to have children with you, but if I have to have my womb removed.....I want to have children with you but I know I won't be able to" Sawyer stopped me by putting a finger on my mouth.

"Cancer wouldn't have spread, hun because your chemo is working..... You and I will have children, we will have a mini you and a mini-me!" Sawyer said.

"Don't think, I could cope with having two of you in my life, I already have one!" I said joking.

"Very funny babe, I think having two of you will be amazing because I will have the most beautiful girls in the world and that's all I need," Sawyer said and kissed me.