Maybe your not so bad. Maybe. (Sasuke Uchiha) Book 2

Chapter 7:)

       The moment I fell asleep I felt as if something was different.  Something bad was going to happen and soon.  I saw darkness and I heard Sasuke's voice calling out to me.  "Ryoko."  I could hear him but I could not see him.

                             I woke up in a cold sweat.  I was still on the couch but I noticed Sasuke wasn't there.  I then saw a note on the table. 

          Ryoko,

 There is something I need to do before I could ever start my life with you.  I need to avenge my clan and kill my brother. 

  I'm going to Orchimaru and there he will train me.  This village is too weak. 

I will come back for you.  Once I'm done, I plan to marry you and you will bear my children.

Sasuke

                       I felt the tears already beginning to fall.  How could he do this?!  How could he just leave?  I looked outside and noticed it was still dark.  I ran out the door and began my trip to the village gates.  If he thought I would sit around and wait he had another thing coming. 

  I was beyond irate.  I was infuriated.  I wanted nothing more than to hurt him.  I began slowing my pace as I neared the gate.  He was just outside and I threw a kunia.  He flipped around and threw one of his one, knocking them both in separate directions.

   He stood upright noticing it was me.  I ran at him, full speed.  I threw a punch towards his face and he caught it.  That just flared my anger as I began throwing multiple kicks and punches.  I wanted him to feel pain. 

    He grabbed my wrists and pinned me to the tree.  "Ryoko, stop!"  I glared at him.  "You baka! I hate you!  Get off of me!"  He held me there until I calmed myself down.  A few tears were flowing down my cheeks but I didn't care. 

    "I have to go."  "No you don't!  Your dream is stupid!  Revenge is stupid!  Grow up!"  I felt his his hands slightly tighten on my wrists.  I yelped in pain and he quickly stopped.  "I'll be back for you soon."  "Don't bother.  I'm not gonna wait."  I then noticed him smirking, which made me scowl at him.  "Your cute when your being stubborn, but I will be back for you Ryoko, whether it's forcefully or not, we will see."  I was about to say something until I felt his lips on mine.

   I felt myself respond with everything I had.  His lips were soft and delicate.  I lost myself to the feeling and then he quickly pulled away.  "Goodbye Ryoko."  With that he took the rest of my heart and tore it in half.  He slammed his hand on the back of my neck and I felt myself falling.

   Only this time, no one was there to catch me.

                              When I woke up I noticed I was in my room.  Everything was as it was supposed to be.  The birds were chirping and the sun was shining through the window.  I curled myself into a ball remembering everything that had happened.  Tears rolled down my face in big drops. 

    I then realized that this wasn't the time for this.  I needed to be strong.  I would not sit around and cry like a baby.  I was going to do everything I could to get stronger.

     I walked over and grabbed my clothes.  I hopped into the shower and erased any evidence to show that I had been crying.  I jumped out and pulled my clothes on.  I put my hair in a ponytail and walked downstairs.  I noticed a clock was sitting on the table.  9:30.  I had slept in.

  Where was Kakashi?  I walked outside and began walking to the Hokage's office.  I walked by the office door and reached up to knock.  That's when I heard it.

    "Sasuke left the village late last night.  Sakura tried to stop him but he knocked her out.  Were out getting people now."  It was Shikamaru.  Then I heard Lady hokage's voice.  "Don't get Ryoko.  I don't want her going near him."  I slammed the door open.  "I'm going."

   Lady Tsunade quickly piped in.  "No your not.  You have no buisness going."  I glared at her.  Who did she think she was?!  I was about to say something until Kakashi grabbed my arm.  I looked up at him, confused.  I didn't even realize he was here.  He shook his head.  Lady Tsunade gave a sharp look to Kakashi and I.  "Kakashi, do not let her go.  I'm counting on you to watch her."  He nodded and led me out of the room and back home.  When we got home I went upstairs to my room.  I had no intention of staying. 

   I opened the window and just as I was about to jump out I felt Kakashi grab my arm and pull me back in. "What are you doing?!  I told you, you weren't going." "I'm going!  I have every right to!  Naruto's going!"  "That's different."  "No it's not!  Just back off! I need to go!"  He turned me to face him.  "Your not going and that final."  "Quit acting like my dad!  Your not him and you never will be!"  I instantly regretted what I had just said.

   I watched as Kakashi's face instantly became calm.  He stepped back and I could tell by his posture he was hurt.  "I know that.  My daughter would never act like you.";  With that said I watched as he walked out of the door.  I heard a click and knew he ahd locked it.  I knew he would lock my window from the outside too.  I closed my curtains and sat on my bed.

   Tears were rolling off my face and onto my bed.  This time they were tears from the fight I had just caused.  Surely he didn't mean what he said?  Heavy sobs racked my body and I laid down and cried myself to sleep.

                                                                                  I woke up and checked the clock.  It read 3:00.  I sat up and instantly remembered the fight we had.  I held onto the pillow and my eyes slightly swelled up.  The pain I felt was overwhelming.  I wanted nothing more than to go back in time and stay there.  I didn't like the future.  It held pain and sorrow.

    I got up and walked to my door.  My hand lingered on the door as I wanted to open it but I didn't have the courage.  If it was open, would Kakashi still want me to talk to him?

                                             *Kakashi's P.O.V.*

            My hand lingered on her doorknob.  I wanted to talk to her but I didn't know what to say.  I was truly sorry.  What I had said just slipped and immediately I could see the hurt and pain in her eyes.  The pain I had caused.  I dropped my hand and walked away.  We could talk some other time.

   I walked downstairs and out my door.  I  needed to think.

                                                             *Ryoko's P.O.V*

            I pulled my hand away from the doorknob.  He probably did not want ot talk to me.  I stared out my window and waited for the day to end.